Oh I miss those days

Stuff I realized I miss.

-All the 'It's About Time' songs
-Singing to all the 'It's About Time' songs
-MANDY! XD
-Those days you don't go ruin your mind by thinking about the future
-Watching cartoons all day
-Days before Disneychannel ruled the younger generation
-Posters on my wall
-Zack on Heroes!
-HEROES in general!
-Melanie! :'(
-Nick's high pitch voice
-When actually other celebs were on magazines not just Disneychannel stars
-Waking up half past 8 for school
-Baggy jeans!
-When everything WASN'T emo
-Walking to school
-Riding my bike when not at work
-When violin was funnier than the guitar
-Joe's moehawk! :'(
-Dakota Fanning!!
-A REALLY great movie
-Times I was really passionate about acting
-Going to the library
-READ books, just for fun
-Times when I wrote fan fics (muahah having a dark side)
-First time I heard SOS, XD
-Walking around in chuck taylors
-When I had the Harry Potter flu
-When I thought French was the most amusing subject
-The old 'Look me in the eyes' lyrics
-Writing letters

Okey, this list can go on forever. I'm just gonna stop here.

I saw the pilot for Gossip Girl, it was OK. Well ok enough for me to wanna see the next episode. The main reasons are Blake Lively and Taylor Momsen it's really nice to see them out of their closet and do something cool. Nothing really caught me in this show, only Jenny and Dan they're so cute. :D

Creative juice flowin'

Hey, Prettyface.

I remember the day, oh the day I saw your pretty face.
So oblivious and pretty you walk by.
You couldn't hurt nobody, not you.

No way.
You got me.
You shot me with your plasticgun.
It was a cruelty from out of this world.

BANG, that was the sound
One second and it was over.
All over.
All over, for me.

Whenever you walk again.
Don't forget.
Don't get fooled by
the Prettyface.

Haya, I read some poems we have for our theatreplay and got really inspired by this one poem. I haven't written a poem in centuries and never have I been good at that. But I really liked how this one turned out.

OH SHIT, a Jonas Update! Got a scoop that they'll play 4 new songs off their new record in their concert in Atlanta this saturday.

Dont Take My Heart And Put It On The Shelf (okej, this sound very much like a Panic! song's title XD)

Burning Up

Pushing Me Away

Little Bit Longer

And you swedish people, DON'T FORGET to watch Gossip Girl tomorrow, 8 o'clock Kanal 5 :D

Horros of Fans

Okej, I figured out that I haven't been blogging real seriously lately. XD So here goes a shot.

The discovery of fan fiction and fan art can be a very interessting at first. You get to read or see different aspects of a object of affection. (what? I mean something you like XD) It's something new, right, it's another direction from the original, okej let's say a book or movie.
Personally, when I like something really much(whatever you can be a fan of) I love to talk to other fans and share thoughts or just talk about it. So fan fiction and fan art was something really positive for me. Like OH more fans.
For you guys who don't know, I was a SUCKER for Harry Potter for the last 8 years or something. I absolutely adored everything that had to do with Harry Potter, I swear. So how old was I ?, around 10 years old and that automatically makes you a little bit more obsessive than an older person.
I can't recall reading a specific Harry Potter fan fiction, no I'm lying yes I do. XD Those glory days on hogwarts.nu (Elin knows what I mean). And I remember thinking it was the most wonderful thing, because it's like spin-off on the books, things that you'd LOVE to happen but never really did.
This was all because I was blessed and had the chance to read some of the good ones. XD

Here's the thing I wanted to talk about in the first place.
I CAN NOT believe that I actually read fan fiction in my younger days. Nowadays I just have this very negative approach of fan fics and fan arts in general. Without really thinking after why it is that way, I just UUHHH not fan fiction or UUHH nooo fan arts! I've thought about it today, after a smaller conversation with a friend.
Because among all these wonderful spin-off stories and well-drawn pictures there are these poisonous , dream-crushing, disgusting stories and pictures. I'm talking about oh-so-often these shonen ai and yuri pictures, I mean boy like boy, girl like girl. Don't get me wrong I have NOTHING against gays whatsoever. BUT when you write that a character you love so much to have these feelings for another character or whatever sick things these people make up, it's just WRONG! Get it? It's wrong. I'm saying HARRY AND DRACO is NOT a cute couple, and I know I'm not just speaking for myself here!

I know exactly what kind of people who expose such things for us innocent fans, and I get so mad! THESE really shake up your world a little, I'm serious. There are those INSANLY well-drawn and realistic pictures of these kind of things, and that's just sick!
Here we are, we normal fans, happy and high-spirited to look for nice stuff to see or read and then something like THIS comes up! You feel so.......hollow and disgusted.

There are also other things that gives me negative vibes from these things, so often you also find SICK pictures or whatever, come on a pregnant Snape?! What THE HELL? Or just wrong characters making out with each other, well you get the picture.
I guess I care and get so mad because this is something I really love, something that makes me happy reading, watching or whatever.

So this is why everything with fan fiction and fan art sickens me. I want to make a shout out to all the people out there who enjoys this, YOU RUIN MINDS! You are destroying dreams and lives out here. (ok a bit too serious, maybe)

Goodnight and Goodbye

A walk in crazy town

This week, so far, has been...something of it's own. XD

Recap: I come to school 8 o'clock on Monday,w hat do I hear? Our teacher is not there. The thing is THAT teacher is our civics,geography,history and europe knowledge teacher. That equals: a lot of canceld lessons. XD Then of course there was this teargas bomb in our school, made us evacuate and our remaining lessons were canceld. Tuesday was a day-off, watching JB on Ellen show ! (iihh!!) Hannah Montana videos! (AAAHH XD This is Joe adn kevin and I'm Nick)

I came back on Wednesday, our teacher isn't back yet which meant I had only one lesson in the morning, I jumped high of joy! WIIEE :D

I came to school thursday at 10 o'clock finding out that I was the only person who DIDN'T know my teacher STILL wasn't there. So I went into town to find presents for my friend and sister. I ACTUALLY DID find something for my sister but bought a manga to myself, though. XD Then I came back to school to take this absolutely stupid english test. (YES tehre I said it!) Remind me to write about my english lessons sometime soon on my blog....!

So Friday turned out to be the most serious day of all. Had math, GUASH it's perfectly CRAZY how these people make something so EASY into quantum physics!!! (dying here) Had japanese, then Swedish. DOOMS DAY, the handing back of our Viking stories. You got to admit, our teacher is working fast, 30 stories on one week, man! XD I had several moments I thought I'd fail the assignment totally but luckily I didn't! WWIIIIEEEEE! I'm so glad!

I've also watched a few movies this week: Scoop, Stormbreaker and Legally Blonde.

Okej I actually started out writing about the movies but it would have been just a too long entry, so I spare you guys and I'll write it maybe another time. ;)

JB makes my every day

Actually didn't think of writing today, there's nothing to write. XD Except that I have a English test tomorrow and I am NOT studying.

Here comes something totally not interessting or you guys. So dont look. XD

I found a vid of the JB on the Ellen Degeneres show, the second time. It's absolutely better than the last one. Mohaha, it's really funny when Kevin: "Uhhh, expert!" in a Duuuh! tone. XD When Ellen asks them about what level they are on guitar hero, what's below easy?! XD I kinda suck too. Wuahahha now I dont feel like an outsider...
I don't like all these tv show hosts who asks these intimate question, so you recently broke up with someone, then Kevin and Joe goes: Aaarrggh, big sigh. XD I'm mean come on, Back off! Leave the kid alone for christ sake!

I can imagen how Joe's feeling, they KEEP asking and asking and talking and talking about the fall. Okej we GET IT and be done with it. Still Joe's able to just laugh at it and when he pretend to fall there with his Ellen helmet, he just made my day! <3>

O M G, they performed "When you looked me in the eyes" which I've never seen they do before. It was absolutely beautiful. THERE WERE violins and cellos in the back!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was all: KASFJDALTSARLKALSKFlaSKfakLFASK! XD
The boys knows how to make a performance really tick. They are absolutely brilliant!

I can go on and on about them you know, but I'm not gonna. So see ya'll! :D

Here's the video btw, I can't find the performance part though: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30Zphu2RcUU

Something wicked this way comes

Yup, I found a few new pictures yesterday, thought be ncie to post them here. XD I'm kinda updated on what's going on with this movie so, check back for new stuff ;)
I was looking around and guess who's in the movie? XD Predrag Bjelac, Igor Karkaroff in the fourth Harry Potter moive. XD Hoohoho

Dates to remember(!!): 16th May (release date in the US), 2th July (release date in Sweden)


Today has been an average lazy day. I woke up and really wanted to use this day til it's end. I wanted to finish my music-project, return some cds I borrowed, play the guitar, read manga maybe meet some friends, study for my english test. I actually did all that. XD Some parts more than other.. Okej, my music project is not finished but I think I got the most facts I need now so half half way, my dad returned my cds XD, played loads of guitar, read one chapter manga (Detective Conan ;)) and I called over two friends. :D Studied a bit on the test. SO I guess I'm content with the day.

OH, I also got a text from a friend of mine (apparently) watching Ellen DeGeneres Show and said that the Jonas Brothers were going to be on the show today. I got absolutely excited, I had to tape it! XD Then I sat there waiting.....and she called in Halle Barry and she called in Greg Grunberg. I thought.....whhhaaattt a rip off. XD But I still continued to watch and after this last commercial break: Teenage super band Jonas Brothers! WWUUUAAAH :D
It was their first appearance on the show, which I've seen and STILL I get annoyed with the girl in the pink t-shirt. You get on the show, you get to sit by them, you egt to ask WHATEVER between heaven and earth and she asks the most STUPID question. She has them all there all the brothers and she asks Nick and not just that, a simply really stupid question. XD
Anyway it seems like I, Tiffany, had today made the fan base of Jonas Brothers a little bigger.

By the way, I learned "A little bit Longer" on the guitar today. YEAY ME!

NO ONE carries a bag like Skandar ! ;)

Evacuating the school

HAYA! This weekend have been very relaxing. Only I started chinese class (Urk!-_-) and had this absolutely psychotic teacher! Otherwise I didn't have any homework, felt like 1000 years ago. XD

So I could play the guitar all I wanted, WIIEE! I learned "Hold On" YEAY. It was loads easier than "S.O.S" XD. It's only 4 chords like through the whole song. It's only the lyrics-singing part that is harder!

OMG I'm sitting here and listening to my Yahoo radio station, so Ashley Tisdale's "He said she said" comes up. I noticed they changed the lyrics here and there. CLEARLY, they thought it was too PG-13 too sexy or something so they changed the lyrics. It's kinda silly. XD

Real lyric: Baby, I can see us kissing like that.
G verision:Baby, I can see us dancing like that.

Real lyric: One night with you. Boy, just one night with you. All the things we could do
G verision: One day with you. Boy, just one day with you. Allt he things is brand new.

Well, OK this is maybe the verision they play at Radio Disney or something, how the heck did it end up on my YahooLaunchCast ? XD
Oh this reminds me, I saw this video on youtube soem weeks ago of JB playing "What I go to school for" on a concert for Radio Disney or something. When Joe should got to the part:
I climb a tree outside her home. To make sure that she's alone. She looks up and sees me there, so I can't help but stop and stare.

He was more like:"I climb a tree outside her home..To make sure....."He remembers not to sing that glances over to Nick, blushes and keep on mumble the rest of the verse
"...murmruemrsuursmursmu.....That's what I go to school for!! " I mean come on! That's just silly, have you even heard the REAL lyrics by Busted?!

Okej now I've come too far from the subject. The thing is half way school today the fire alarm goes in the middle of our Music class. When we got out to the school yard, we saw 2 firetrucks and a police car. We were all like: WTF? XD It was real this time?! (höhöhö)
They closed down the whole main building, where I HAVE MY locker! My next lesson was French, which unfotunately I dont have on my school, so I went there with no books. XD Then we got called adn they said all the lessons on my school was canceld and that we had to get out stuff now not later. Then the ones from my school rushed out of french class.
So a day which usually ends at 16.10 ended today 13.30. XD Tomorrow is a day-off also so itäs real nice!

A viking saga to the history

You guys have to be patient with me. I sometimes just doesn't got the time to write. But I lvoe you guys soooo much for reading and commenting all the time! :')

So finally I finished the swedish assignment. Yesterday I was completely STRESSED OUT! It was really weird cuz still I thought that I got time to finish my story without stressing myself. I must have misscalculated or something bcuz in the end I felt like fainting for being overly stressed out. XD
Okej it was like this. I came home from school, after finish watching "An inconvienent truth" finally these poeple can adapt to some sense. XD
It was about 16.30 and I of course started to write my story right away. I put in a CD in the CD-player (It's about time, chchc) and when I'd listened to all the songs, which is about 56 minutes, I had written a little more than one page, if you compare to earlier THIS WAS rocketspeed-fast (pls don't mind my similies XD), were I wrote on page in a week...hehehe. I felt really proud and I started to relax a bit from there, BIG MISTAKE. (I take these things waaaaaaay to easy).
Then it was my violin lesson, I realized that I wouldn't have time if I wouldn't take my story with me and write on the bus. I was on a roll! XD I even wrote some sentences when my teacher suddenly had to go out of the room.

Okej I came home, not even got the time to breath or so I started to write again. I was finished around half past ten. NOW I had to write down the rest on the computer and print out.That took awhile...then reading it through took a while as well. When I fell down on my bed like half past eleven and I was e x h a u s t e d.

So today I was completely dead when I went to school today, YES I need MANY sleeping hours. Then BREAKING NEWS, our swedish teacher had made a deal with the cafeteria so that our class could come in and randomly sit down at a table and read the story for the students sitting there. We got a form to ask them to sign about how they liked the story and all.
I first asked some students I thought I recognized. First they said no, their lesson started soon but later one of them came up to me and said they decided not to be on time for their lesson and that I could read it for them. XD Aw guys I appreciated it so much. :')

OK, I'm not going to nag anymore about this viking saga so THE END.

I just wanted to say my swedish teacher commented my appearance today, he said I had the most wonderful t-shirt he's seen this whole week. XD Well thank you.
Here you have a picture. (It's totally L.O.L XD) It says: I heart Trees.

Show Off

Wuhahaha, in the week-end I did a contribution to the human kind. No I didn't but see here:

http://jonasweb.org/
If you scroll down, it should be on the second entry (13th Jan). Here you'll read:

Thanks to Tiffany for sending me a scan from a Swedish Newspaper featuring the Jonas Brothers.

Hohoho, yea it's right. I AM TIFFANY, it's the scan I've posted here on my blog.

And something more: XD

Okej this picture turned out to be really crappy, nut it's the last.fm page of Demi Lovato's listeners. You guys can't read it but, I'm, ThatMandy, the one with the icon of a girl in yellow dress and baloons (it's Katie XD).
I'm both Recent listeners and Weekly top Listeners, HOHOHO XD

yea these have probably been V E R Y V E R Y intressting for you guys to knowXD, of course I did XD I'll write soemthing serious tomorrow ;)

A singing career going down the drain

Yea, the title pretty describes how it went today at my music lesson. I was really confident, though on the singing part. I knew all the words (finally!) and it was all cool or SO I THOUGHT. I only worried about playing the violin, bcuz I chose song in the last minute and it was a song I haven't played in 2 years or so, (not smart!) but thought it would still be kinda OK. (practiced the whole yesterday XD)

So here we were, our class was chosen to sing first. I had to drag my violin all the way to school! (NO I dont like it!) Of course he calls us according to the class list so I'm one of the last ones. IT WAS DREADFUL. Here I walked back and forth singing and humming to myself, worrying to death about playing. Then it was my turn, I didn't feel very nervous.
First I showed my sheet music, OH no there was lyrics on it (whick I DIDN'T know was important) and my teacher was all like it's gonig to be hard, it'll be tricky for me to follow the words... I really felt the nervousness swelling in my whole body. (XD) So he started to play, too slow. A little bit faster,I said and he played faster, still a bit slow but whatever. XD I started to sing, I dont know WHAT or WHY but, it was maybe I got psyched by the piano or something, I started to sing really LOW and at the same time I tried to sing louder, bcuz the piano was really loud.
"---Ohh, it's what you do to me. What you do to me..." OH CRAP!! Here I forget the second verse, I PANICKED! I was totally out of it. He stopped and waited very kindly for me to get a grip. I can't remember the words, because of the PRESSURE! After a minute or so (felt like 2 days but) I remebered and we continued.

YOU can not believe how awful it was!! I've NEVER in my life sung that awful! I was like: FFFAAAILLLUURREEE for me!

Then he asked me if I was to play soemthing for him and I pulled out my violin and started to play, on VERY shaky hands! Some minor slips but I think it was rather OK. Then he asked me to play some chords on the guitar. It went ok, still on VEEERY shaky hands.

Okej the end, then he said yea it all went very well (he's lying!) and if I continue as I'm doing now I'll get the best grade. Then I rushed out the classroom and wanted to sink down somewhere of shame. It COULD NOT get worse than this. I swear I'm not that bad of a singer, I swear! (I'm not being self-righteous) I'm not a very good singer but still I can sing, like not tone deaf! X'(

Okej, this day could ahve been worse if I hadn't got the best scores on my french test-thingy. Which I ACTUALLY didn't think I'll get, I SWEAR! And my after-school acting class went really too.

A Kid from the future

Yesterday I bought a NEWSPAPER. Can you get it? XD No just kidding, it's just something I normally don't do. Then you may ask why the heck she did, okej then the answer comes wiht this picture: (badly scanned by me...-_-)


Personally I think it's really, yea what DO I think? I think it's an insult!!! Clearly it's some cheeky 13 year old, who don't even know how to write whole sentences. -_- And the biggest insult: (It says in the text below the picture) that, oh this person have discovered this band blalblbalaba, Have you?!
DAMN, that was a hard punch in the stomach, way deep in the guts!

Okej enough complaining (maybe not). Yesterday I went and saw National Treasure 2 with my sister and friend. The movie was surprisingly messy, it was tough following it , s understanding. XD. It was like, the writers had just brainstormed historical places or relics and just put it into the movie like a big cauldron of soup. (Pls, dont mind my similies XD) Some clues were like: oh come on that's just so farfetched.
But it's a OK movie, with more comedy and action in it. Though a disappointment for the fans of the first movie.
The Narnia trailer before the movie, made the whole experience SOOO much more worth it. All three of us burst out in laughter, Who are you? I'm prince Gaspian!, not sure if the people in the saloon got why 3 girls thoguht that was so hilarious. Right, Elin?! XD



Here's picture of the saloon (??) before the movie, really stuffed with people for not being the premiere day.

By the way, I found Greg Garbowski's BLOG! WIIIEE, finally XD

Clueless

Been "busy" writing my stupid viking story this whole week. I've written ONE page on one week, man if you write any slower I'll beat the record or something. -_-'

I've also been practicing the guitar. I can the singing part now, WIIIEE, not fast but still it's an improvment. XD I remember when I first started out I was all like: AAARGHHH, you CAN NOT sing AND play at the same time!! Now, I'm so proud. HAHA XD

I saw this film the day before yesterday. Clueless, it's like from the early 90's or something. I actually didn't know much about it, but I've heard of it. So it was showing on Canal+ so I thought I'll check it out. (Of course I had my story to write but it's perfectly amazing how I can find other things to do while I actually HAVE to do something) I thought I could write and watch it the same time.
It started out with this really cheesy, all dazzling colours with people going round in these 90's clothes, during the song: We're the kids of America. O M G, I've never heard it but I knew it was this song JB had done a cover on (Kids of the Future). I was ready to throw up.XD
Okej, I'm not going to comment on every detail of the movie.
At the middle of the movie I almost gave up finishing it, it was just an old teenage movie. But still there was something that made watch, first it was really funny to see all these stars like Alicia Silverstone, Brittany Murphy and Breckin Meyer like all so young. XD
There was something about Alicia's character that made me really like her; spolied,naive, smart and still really cool. I thoguht Alicia was simply terrific in this role.
The movie hasn't really a "red line" but still it was OK to watch. I can assure you it's just an ordinary chick-teenage-movie but I just can't help feeling really happy at the end of the movie, bcuz it had a happy ending. I recommend strongly! :D

Okej one more thing, at Josh's party, is that the same local as in J.O.N.A.S ?!?!?!?!

When school starts again...

School started today, sigh.
It took me forever before going to sleep last night, of course. I read this new Manga for like half an hour, same time listening to my Nick Jonas cd, muhuhu :D. I thought I'd get tired soon, but NO. For your infomation (F.Y.I hahahha XD), I'm like the person with the biggest sleeping problems. I can't just sleep like in just 5 minutes even if I'm dead tired. I never had, what's wrong?!

School was okej, started out with P.E. Our teacher is going to take a "break", going to study or something. XD So we're gonna have a substitute. I really didn't like the idea from the beginning, I don't like new teachers, they are...SCARY XD
It was a surprisingly chill lesson with no injuries or so, only I had this freakin' stomach ache. Thought I was going to pass out anytime....but I survived the rest of the day, thank god.

Anyway, this blog entry turned out to be crap, but I'm sorry. I just feel really uncomfortable that I have to sing, yea S-I-N-G SOLO on my music class next monday and perhaps play the violin. -_- PLUS we have to write this stupid viking story for our Swedish class, I'm totally failing Swedish this year....-_-'

ON the up side, I'm getting really good at the guitar. I think I can manage teh singing part soon, YIPPIE :D

ATTENTION icy ground

Tried to wake up early today, 10.30. I need to have regular sleeping schedule til school starts. XD

I started to hand out my ad-commercial-stuff (my very pathetic job, but anyway -_-) That took about 2 hours, by the time the drizzle had turned into ice and the ground was all icy and slippery. I was dead scared to fall with my heavy bicycle and all...huhu surprisingly I didn't but saw other people do ti though. HAHAHAHAH, shouldn't laugh sorry. XD
Let's see the slink rate: 4 people

That's how many I've seen slip today. Hohohohohoho, okej end of subject.

We also went to a shoppingcentre later to buy this sweater my sister wanted. Occaisionally there were power outages, causing McDonald to close earlier because their oven or whatever didn't work. XD Kinda fun though to see all these salesmen and girls panic around with a cellphone in tehir hand. Huhuh so cynical XD

Have put up a new layout and new pictures on my Myspace, make sure to check them out ;)

Another Bus-story

I'm dead tired, but felt that I just had to write something. I've been (STILL!) practicing SOS on my guitar, I'm close now.

Yesterday me and my friend decided to take the bus to Burlöv (small town outside Mamlö) to go shopping.
First, I had trouble sleeping the night before, don't know why...maybe that the freakin' storm was blowing outside (my bed is just by the window) and not bad enough, I woke up several times during the night....aaannnnooyyiinngg. Then I had a dream that I overslept and missed the bus to Burlöv, it was all really weird.
My phone rung and I woke up at 11. Got ready and went to the bus well before the bus came. It was FREEZING plus snowing, he he. Just as I sat down, my friend called: "Tiff, I overslept. I just woke up. Where are you?"

I was like: WHAT? Are you kidding?! And I suggested to take the later bus to Burlöv. All of a SUDDEN....KKKRROOUUMM. The bus stopped, what now? The light went off and the driver tried to start the engine again, failed. He tries again, failed. THIS IS JUST NOT HAPPENING!! ON top of everything the bus stopped right in the middle on a crossroad, so all the bypassing cars had to stop and wait. Soon the cars behins us drove in the opposite lane to pass us. Then the driver opened the doors, signaling us to get the heck out.
Luckily another bus had just arrived behind us and we ran to the nest busstop.

I think everything went relatively well after that, only I bought 2 sweaters and hair clips. It's insane how I just SHOP! INSANE I SAY.

T H E R E S A N J O B R O E P I D E M I C
How I act or say may not be how I normally would, please have indulgence.

I've found the J.O.N.A.S pictures!!! MUAHHAHAHHAHAA, finally. Will I ever be clean from these drugs?

Too much from a guitar

I've been all busy playing my guitar to even play the computer, isn't that sick?
It's really werid, since I got it on x-mas eve, I haven't really tuned it yet even less PLAYING. But this one day, don't remember maybe the day before yesterday when my brother said: Tiff, you have to practise the guitar. I was like OK, I thought he meant Guitar Hero XD, then he pulled out my guitar case.
Then, yea why not and I tune it.
Started to play after this REALLY simple guitar book I borrowed. It was really easy and I learned the notes quickly, I was really happy-I CAN PLAY!

Then I remembered the whole purpose of buying a guitar, learn JB songs, actually it wasn't jsut bcuz of that but...So I found the videos I've seen before on how this girl played SOS on her acoustic guitar. Ha, here's something really funny. I found this girl on youtube like 3 months ago and have been jealous and admiring her since. THEN TODAY, I read her profile: HI my name is Saga and I like in STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN.
O O O O O O O O M M M M M M M M G G G G G G G G
(I was in a shock for at least 30 sec) And I let out a loud; WHAAAAAAAAT??? I could NOT believe it.
Later I found her on myspace, did you know she has fansites? She has FANS from the US!

Okej, maybe you dont get why I'm so FREAKIN' upset. I KNOW I can't beat the girls in the US, I mean come on it's their homecountry and I live.........just 2 million miles away!
I've noticed her accent, sometimes it's a bit funny but I could NEVER have guess where it was from. YES I KNOW, the exposure was inevitable but I was hoping, just hoping.
I've seen a fact: THEY HAVE COME. It's the bitter truth.

Gotta go practise some more now....*strolls away with guitar with a somehow sad feeling in my heart*