It's time to step into the future

Finally put my act together and made the goddamn video. XD

It's official, I'm a master of wasting time. I tell you I've hardly done anything in 4 weeks now, but you know what? I looove it. I love beeing free to do exactly whatever I want. If I feel like lying in bed reading manga all day I can, if I wanna watch a marathon of the big bang theory on my laptop I can. I love it. I guess the huge and quite scary change in September have made me appreciate what I have here even more. I truly enjoy every single minute of the summer break and sometimes I even wish that it would never end. XD

Isn't it weird though? How fast times really moves? It felt like just the other week when I was talking with my friend about our futures and how we wanted to do this and that when "we grow up". That was in March. I don't think I thought that day would actually come, the day when my future begins. I've been obsessing and thinking over it for so many years I thought I'd keep doing it forever, and never acutally go through that part of my life. But here I am all grown up and I've chosen my road, and it's up to me to fight for the best along that road.
But as I see it now, the future is bright. There are alot of obstacles to tackle and especially where I'm going. But you can't help what you're dreaming about and that's why I can't give up right now.

Tiffany used to be..

...a girl who feared the future.

10 truths about me

I got tagged. Blimey, so here goes ten truths about me.

1. I'm a Twitter whore. Haha like you didn't know XD. It's mad, my dream right now is like Tweeting from my cellphone.

2. My greatest inspiration is Alice in Wonderland. The whole atmosphere and style of Alice in Wonderland makes me tingle of joy. Everything in Alice in Wonderland inspires me from mad hatters to a deck of cards. Wonderland is my sweet escape.

3. Sometimes I wish I had a cooler music taste. Don't get me wrong I looove my music taste (I only listen to awesome music ya know) but sometimes, only sometimes I wish I could listen to more cool and mature music like: Kings of Leon, the Killers, Cobra Starship, Panic at the disco, Fall out boy, We the kings and so on. Well in a sense I do listen to that, but if you know me the percentage is not exactly high, I mean I listen to Jonas Brothers like 90% of the time.

4. I like fashion. Finally coming out of the closet, I guess I didn't want to make it all official because I thought people would judge me and the way I dress. But it's okey now, I think I have a good sense of style and that's it. I like fashion in a level that's not just about me and how I should dress. Fashion really speaks to me and I can see the great art in fashion. I can easily find myself enthralled while watching fashion shows on FTV (fashion television XD) and fashion magazines just completes me. I love keeping up with my favourite designers and fashion icons. Fashion is not shallow or stupid to me.

5. I get kicks out of singing and dancing to the High school musical soundtracks. You should try it, it's the best workout. ;) I guess the songs really put me in an awesome mood and when you sing the songs out loud you can't help dancing too. If I could and had the time I would learn all the dances in the movies. Nothing is really cooler than choreographed dancing. ENVY!

6. My ultimate celebrity crush is Zac Efron. Zac is my man, end of story.

7. I don't connect with my parents. At least not as much I wished that we could. I wish I could tell them things and know that they won't judge me. I wish they knew more about me and I about them. I wish we could do things together or just talk about everything and nothing.

8. I've always wanted to wear a school uniform and go to boarding school. Come on who doesn't? XD I think much of it comes from the days when I was obsessed with Harry Potter, but still it would be so awesome.

9. I'm afraid I'll never love again. What if I can't?

10. My greatest accomplishment is teaching myself playing the guitar. Yes, my proudest moments, might sound lame but it's the truth. It's a wonderful proof of that I can do whatever if I just put my mind into it. I'll say I probably know more than 15 songs by now and I still love learning new songs.

I tag everyone who read this, but especially Mel, Meks and Carro. XD It's refreshing somehow telling truths about yourself. DO it! :P

Cinematic spectacular

THIS is really the movie I've been waiting for. Dakota should've been Alice though..

I want the rest of my life to be..

....just like a high school musical. Things would be so easy, I mean would't life be so much easier when you can sing and dance about it?

Anyway. That's not what I'm here to write about. I got this letter a couple of days ago:

It's an admission letter from Kalmar Högskola, saying I've been accepted at the course Journalism and Media production (journalistik och medieproduktion). You can't possibly understand how lost I feel right now.

I've been through this before, thinking about whether studying in Kalmar or London. I've been thoruhg this before and I thought I was over it, that I knew that I wanted to go to London. But to be honest I'm not over Kalmar and it became worse knowing I got accepted. I'm really tempted to do that course too. All I can think of right now are all the advantages I'd get from studying in Kalmar.
First off it's in Sweden; I know Swedish, I basically know how everything works here (banking, buy things, insurance etc.) and it's like max. 3 hours from home. Accomodation and living is so much cheaper (talked to an ex classmate who got an apartment in Kalmar for 3600 kr/month, tv,water,internet everything included). All in all I'd feel so much safer (trygg) and calm if I were to study in Kalmar. I know all the advantages for studying in London too, and those are better in the long run I know. But with all the stuff which happened in London, I actually think advantages in Kalmar is overweighting London. I mean when I'm in London I will be a invisible fish in a huge sea. No one will see me, no one will take care of me, there's nothing I can fall back on. I've got everything to lose, most of all economywise.
I hate to say it but if I hadn't paid for my room in London, I would seriously consider to go to Kalmar. I hate that I feel this way, I want to be brave but all I can think about now is how I will fail.

London is a dream, maybe a to big of a dream.

This is my SOS

Hi there,
I'm literally back now. My friends from Luleå and Stockholm have been down here for a couple of days and I've basically not been home since now.

I feel so mentally worn out right now I don't even have the strength to write about it. But it was loads of fun (and walking). It is now I realize that you have to keep your friends close and keep in touch if you don't want to lose them. I guess I've taken friends for granted in that way, thinking they'll always be there...somehow. It's all changing now, choices have been made, moving is going to be made and perspective has been renewed. But never stop cherish the friends you've got.

As for so many graduates out there I'm anxious of what to come. Right now all I know is that in exactly 2 month I will move to London. Move to London. I guess things are starting to sink in for me now, things are getting real and vivid. And to be honest it scares the hell out of me. I'm scared, yes I'm scared. But I know I will handle it because I have to be a grown-up now.

I have to stop messing around and grow up.

Wonderful wonderful days.

Good evening,

I'm back from London!...... It was the most wonderful trip I've done so far! The weather was wonderful, I did the best shopping ever at Oxford street. We stayed at out friends apartment which was wonderful and we ate awesome food. The open semnaire at my school was wonderful, my apartment was wonderful. Everything went smoothly with the underground with the time schedule and everything.

These are the lines I desperately want to be the truth to tell to you guys. (well, I hope you caught on along the way....XD) My trip to London, which I was looking forward so much turned out to be a completely nightmare....(dramatic pause)

Let's start from the beginning. The way to Copenhagen was okey besides it was heck early. It was when we arrived in London it all started. The plane was a bit delayed, we were almost late for our connecting bus into London. In London we had to take the tube to the trainstation near our friend's apartment to leave our luggage there. Exactly those 2 lines we're were gonna take were suspended and it was a hell of a circus ride back and forth. It was a nightmare and with all our luggage and all those stairs?! Imagen! Then it was hell finding a spot for our luggage and it resulted that we had to carry them with us through entire freakin' London, since I had to go to see my apartment and my university. We were heavily late for both of them and I coulnd't be more embarrassed. But in the end of the day things worked out fine. It also was alot of trouble with my accomodation and bank account, you see you can't open a bank account wiht a british adress but I can't get a british adress if I can't pay the rent for a british adress. I thought what else could go wrong?! BUT NOOO how wrong was I?

We were walking down Oxford street to do some shopping. I had just found the jacket at Topshop I've wanted since forever on sale, and I thought maybe my luck was finally turning back. So i was about to pay and call my parents and stuff, but hey where my cellphone? PANIC! Going through everything in my bag, my cellphone isn't there. OMG. PANIC! I tell my sister, OMG where's my wallet? PANIC, SUPER PANIC! I've been robbed. IN BROAD DAYLIGHT, with thousands of people around me.

I freakin' hated it. It was the worse feeling I've ever had. (story to continue..)

One of the many buildings of my University.

I know London is calling

Hello,
I''ll be going to the United Kingdom (trying to make it sound dramatic XD). We'll be staying for 6 days (returning the 14th), which will be my longest stay in London ever. I'm really looking forward to it (I think I'm getting the butterflies!). We have some things on the agenda like; going to a viewing of my flat, going to an open seminare at my school, make a bank account. Then loads of shopping. ;)

I've been thinking of taking my laptop with me (since we'll be staying at my friend's apt with wifi) but I'll be having so much stuff with me, it'd be too heavy (I think). So I probably won't blog for 6 days now but I'll Tweet, that's for sure (from my brothers iPhone that is...XD)!

Okej, have to go fix the rest of the things now. Taking the bus 4.59 to the trainstation (to copenhagen airport) tomorrow. I'm already yawning. XD Getting kinda nervous, there are so much stuff that has to go right! Wish us luck! :P

Toodles! Rule Britannia! XD

Movies to watch

Zuup guys?
I was at apple.com/trailers today since don't know when. Kinda ever since it changed layout and sucked. XD Anyway I could somehow find movies I was interested in watching. And believe it or not I even watched the trailer for.....wait for it....yes Full Moon, BUT in hope of seeing a glimpse of Dakota Fanning, which I didn't and I felt totally ripped off. XD Anyway here are the trailers:

Bandslam, premiering: 14 Aug 2009

It seems to me this movie is kinda in the same spirit as 17 again, teenagy-comedy. I'm not really interested in the plot, I'm more interested to see Vanessa Hudgens in a role with personality. And seeing her being this relaxed kinda edgy girl should be good enough for me to go and see this movie. XD "Sa5m, the 5 is silent" Kinda freakin' awesome! XD

Fame, premiering: 25 Sep 2009
Reminds one of Camp Rock doesn't it? And with Annamaria perez de Tagle in it doesn't make it better. XD Anyway you quickly see how real and serious this musical is (compared to camp rock XD). I don't know why I'm drawn to this movie, I might just be developing a fondness to musicals or maybe I just love dance numbers so much. :)

2012, premiering: 13 November 2009
I was so glad to find out that this was a disaster/world going under movie. It has been too long since I saw a suchlike. (Wait, I still haven't seen when the day the earth stood still but anyway) Seeing the trailer with so much devastation and catastrophe made me so excited. XD This might turn out to be a lousy movie but I'm gonna watch it anyway, I've yearn for devastation for too long now. XD

Sherlock Holmes, premiering: 25 December 2009
This might be just a bit too serious for me and it's really the main character and the actors who's making me wanna see this, Jude Law and Rachel McAdams that is. The story seems too much da vinci code-ish for me since I was more looking forward to a classic detective case. But I might end up seeing it.

Smart is the new sexy

Hi there,
My blog gives me guilty feelings, yup it does. The nasty feelings comes creeping in when I read other blogs or when I realize I haven't written anything in 3 days. Curse these feelings! It is certainly most silly and imaginative but they work. I'm writing now am I not?

Anyway, let me tell you the effects of sunny-days-and-being-restless-indoors. You develop an addiction to a new TV series. He he he yeess you doo( being creepy)... You see that's what's happening to me.


I started to watch the Big Bang theory during early summer break on TV, in lack of other programmes. I've heard of it before but never got myself watching it or anything. I think it was one evening when I was home alone, I watched it while I was eating dinner, I fell for it immediately. It was hilarious. Then I started to watch it more and more regularly. And then when you are used to it showing everyday at 7 (or lately 6.30) in the evening, you can't really feel anythingelse than irritated and maybe angry because it's weekend and you cant watch it. Becoming addited, oh yes. So now I'm acting all no life and watching it on youtube and stuff. He he he but it's sooo gooddd...(being creepy)

So what is it about? It's about two brainiac guys, Sheldon and Leonard, who live together in a apartment. One day there's a girl moving into the apartment next to them and Leonard gets a immediate crush on her. The boys soon find out she couldn't be more different from them, she's blonde (kinda inside and outside XD), goodlooking and her trending conversations topics are her exes, ex boyfriends. It's like a huge culture clash. XD

What's so funny and addictive about this show is that it shows geekyness in a different view. It's a new modern show and has so many features of geekyness you yourself recognizes. And actually showing a cool and funny side of being geeky. I mean I find myself wishing I could understand what the hell Sheldon are saying sometimes. XD But that's also the charming and funny part of the show, not understanding the scientific expressions they so often use.

Anywho the show is so wonderfully hilarious and geeky you can't stop watching. I strongly recommend! :)

4 years later...

Oh yeah, I remember it now. I was freakin' excited for it like 4 years ago... Nice to know they were actually making it. XD

300th Post and not a good one

Welcome, you are now reading my 300th blog entry at this blog. I find it pretty awesome ;)

So let me tell you what I do with my life nowadays;
-Sleep
-Run in the morning
-Eat
-Play guitar
-Watch TV
-Tweets
-Hang out with friends
-Try to be inside as much as possible (when it's this warm so yes!)
-Sing
-Occasionally make videos

Yup, that's pretty much it. Although (!) I went out today in the morning to get some colour on my legs while reading manga, it was kinda nice too. XD I've been playing the guitar alot and I've learnt some new songs: Thinking of You by Katy Perry and Turn Right & Fly with me by Jonas Brothers. Can't wait to show ya guys ;).
I did a video of This is me from Camp Rock a couple of days ago and I did the tutorial today. I must admit my video making skillsa re kinda low right now. Where have all my ideas gone? Anyway this is my cover of This is Me, it's kinda crappy but yeah:

Wanna come and play together sometime? ;)

I just have to bring this up... didn't you hear thousands of broken heart last night? I did.
Kevin Jonas is engaged. For real. He flew in from Canada yesterday and proposed to his girlfriend, no settled wedding date yet. It's still a bit unreal but hey stars has their life too don't they? Anywho I'm really happy for him and I wish them all the best. Things are going to change, no matter if they like it or not. But at least I'm glad it's changing this way... :)