Danger to the left

Urgh, I've sold my soul to Twitter. I have, I'm sorry. :'( I wish I hadn't but I'll try to be strong and fight it! XD

I actually don't have any good reasons for why I haven't blogged since Monday when school for me basically ended. Lazy I guess. I feel like I've neglected my blog and you readers and I feel horrible. I have a lot going on in my life right now, university deciding for example.
You thought I had decided and even I thought so too, but now just a couple of days ago I started to doubt. Is this what I'm supposed to be? How do I know this is right? WHY is the future so difficult?!?! I spent like an hour crying yesterday not knowing what to do but I'm alright now. It's better. :)

Then graduation is just around the corner, to be precise: in 3 DAYS. I can't believe I'm graduating in 3 days, yes I had to write it again for me to realize it. I am graduating. I am 19. The rest of my life starts now. The future is inevitable. I can't alomsot believe it and I probably won't until it's really happening. But it's gonna be awesome, I'm graduating with a class I'm really fond of and we're going to kick ass. :) See you from our truck, we'll be the loudest ones! Haha. :)

Major JONAS news. On their facebook livechat yesterday they gave a short preview of all the songs on "Lines,Vines and Trying Times". I've commented each as I heard them on my Twitter, so those are my immediate reactions...haha. XD Their sound is COMPLETELY different if I wasn't hearing Joes och Nicks voice in those songs I'd never know it was their songs. They've mixed in different genres in their new songs and it should be really interesting to hear. For example there's this song "What did I do to your heart" that has alot of country in it and one song "Don't charge me with the crime" that has rap in it (not them rapping of course XD). As of this moment I can't really say my favourites so far because I'm absolutely enthralled by the full verision of "Fly With Me". I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS SONG IS. (Tried with writing it in caps hopes it works :P). I cried and still cries listening to it, the bridge is like criminally beautiful it's insane. I HAVE TO see "Night at the museum 2", which this song comes up in the ending credits. I will see it ASAP! Like tomorrow or so. XD

Here; listen and cry. :')

I am not graduating soon..[edited]

...In 9 freakin' days? o_o
I'm at the very last part in my History essay and I will soon break out in cheer and tears, but not quite yet. :(

But anyway here's a list of suggestions for my graduation present: (really I'm not spoiled I just want to make it easier for you guys who are coming to my graduation, thanks btw!)

-A summer job (TOP prior!)

-A digital longzoom camera (or a system camera)
-Subscription to TeenVogue (or any fashion magazine)

-Books in English or Swedish (I like crime and detective novels ;)

-Perfume (Daisy-Marc Jacobs, Princess-Vera Wang perhaps..:P)

-Hair straightener (Plattång...rite?)

-A guitar case (proper hard one not in fabric)

-Funding in British pounds (I mean money XD)

-(If you have to buy china or glass then buy) Matching tea cups XD

-(If you have to buy jewellry then buy) Rings or necklaces XD

I think that's basically it, but then of course I love going to the movies and buy clothes to giftcards would be very nice. And then OF COURSE you all know what I'd die for anything with......

....ya know! XD

Oh and btw I hope you haven't missed the music video to "Paranoid": http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=57667771

When life gives you lemons...

...write a history essay!

Actually this absence is killing me (too XD) Gotta write this (last) stupid history essay about Swedish foreign policy during the second world war. Like YYEESS! XD

Have faith, keep checking my twitter :)

What if..

What if I can never love again?

...

Paris, J'adore!

Paris was wonderful, even though I've been there like every summer since I was born there are always something new to see and experience. Since I've been there so many times I felt like I've seen it all I've "been there done that", kinda. So I decided that I would relax at this trip, really just chill and take everything as it comes. I think it was this approach that made everything so worth it and enjoyable. We had a lot on our schedule and everything we did always took twice as much time as it was possible. XD (I mean it took like 40 minutes for us to buy metro tickets -_-) If I had in mind to do shopping and do this and do that I would be furious at the pace we were doing things, it was laughingly slow, but I wasn't. I helped alot with directions and in the metro it was like always I who showed the way, beacause our teachers basically had no clue..XD

We saw ALOT and we went to parts of Paris I've never went to and it was great. Paris has so much to give it's impossible to see everything in 4 days. But it seemed like our teachers were determined to do it all, we walked like 5 hours average each day. I'd come back to the hotel in the evening with awfully sore feet and I couldn't do much besides laying in bed and watch french TV. Btw I love french TV even though I hardly understand 3% of it. I especially like their commercials, I just love the way they talk. Or maybe it just reminds me of the visits to my grandma's during the summers. Geesh you gotta love it XD. The weird thing was one of us got a room just a floor below us and he had canal+ and disneychannel (!! XD) and all we had were like national geographic and a badly recieved CNN. So unfair! So every evening I'd go down and watch some disneychannel in his room. It was awesome, haha! :)

I met with my cousin on tuesday and I always feel a bit nervous meeting relatives because I almost never meet them. But what's so fantastic about my cousin is she's always so open and positive that it feels like we never were apart like we were just picking up from where we left last summer. It's great. We did some shopping (bought shoes,t-shirt, hair clips and eventually also jeans) I wanted to buy CDs and check out DVDs and stuff but Fnac (I was at les Halles) is just so over the top expensive so I didn't even bother look any further. (I mean Demi Lovato "Don't Forget" deluxe edition for 25€ that's insane XD) We then went home to her and I just got this wonderful feeling of being home. My grandma and aunt had made like the nicest and biggest dinner. I felt like I hadn't eaten real food in years. I basically lived on buns, pommes frites and baguettes during those 4 days.

All in all, the trip was wonderful. There are so many beautiful places in Paris that I haven't seen or discovered. I thought I've experienced Paris but I haven't there are so much more. I love it, can't wait to come back. :)
1st photo: Eiffel tower, 2nd photo: Moulin Rogue, 3rd photo: by the Louvre 4th photo: inside Notre Dame

Me at prom

About pictures from prom. There are like only really awful pictures of me at prom, so didn't really wanted to show you guys but here it goes anyway. XD I thought I looked pretty nice in the mirror just on photos I look awful, urk I'm really not photogenic. XD

Dress from Mango, hecklace from Ur&Penn, gloves from Indiska, headband and purse from Glitter.

Here are som other photos from our prom: http://www.040event.com/Latin_heleneholm_bal1.html

J'ai retourné!

I'm back. This last week have been crazy with stress studying, going to prom and Paris. It has been mad but I managed it fairly well, I think..XD

Crazy week, part 1: Prom
It was more or less like what I had imagened, people dressing up, drinking, eating and dancing. But I didn't mind it at all, it was actually really nice. I was really happy with the way my prom outfit turned out, just like the 50's style I wanted. Even thought my mum almost ruined my dress 15 minutes before I had to go. There were some stains on the back of my dress and my mum tried to wash them out but it only made it worse. And I can honestly tell you I have never yelled at my mum (as far as I can remember) before that moment. I was frustrated oh gosh I felt like crying. Silly yeah I know! XD I got a ride from my friend and that was nice, we were like the first ones in our school to come (we had prom with another school too)

It was nice to see everyone all dressed up and pretty. SOME more then others but anyway. (höhhö). We were all starving to death when the entré finally showed up, some salad with potatoes for me. Then it went another hour before we had the main dish which was some sloppy tortellini for me and chicken for the others and for dessert we had ice cream and rhubarbsauce. Yeah all in all the food wasn't good (at least I had cake at a friend's house later). Then the music started and they started to dance. In the beginning they had like this really cool music from the 50's and 60's (like The Beatles which is LOVE) and I was like wow, this is awesome for once they had some cool music. After about a half an hour it went over to the usual unts-unts-unts music.

I don't dance, for anyone that don't know me and I knew from the beginning prom would much be like suicide. But I was happy sitting there and watch for a while. I really don't dance but a friend in my class asked me to come up to dance, and I was all no I don't know how to dance, and she was like no with me, you can dance. What the heck I went up there and soon other from our class joined and it was really nice. After that it was another dance then another then another. My feet were so sore when I went home around midnight. (I had to get up 5 o'clock in the morning remember)

Prom was alright and at least I didn't miss out on this one thing most normal people do. XD Next part: Paris!

I heart Pariiiii-s!

Paris is wonderful even if it has been raining these 2 days. There is an old computer in the lobby in our hotel, which is where I'm writing this. So I can't stay long but check out my Twitter I update it as much as I can. Tomorrow we have a free afternoon,yeaay, and I'm going to shop and see my cousin. It's gonna be awesome.

I'm going up now to watch some french TV (which I hardly understand) but anyway. One of us even has Disneychannel but not my room of course. Ok, bonne nuit. TOODLES!

A sneak-peak

What a crazy day. I would have never imagen.

I finally found a (-n almost perfect) purse for prom. And I tried everything today, the dress, shoes,purse and everything. It was nice XD. Here's a sneak-peak:

Most possibly I'll not have time to upload the photos from prom before I go to Paris. But I'll do so ASAP I promise. :D Toodles

I must be Paranoid

FIRST Lines,Vines and trying times SONG! OMJ.

Paranoid

The song is quite to computer altered and poppy for me but the lyrics are the most awesome! :D

I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But Im about to break a sweat
Im freaking out

It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the sane
It's like a vine you cant untangle
I'm freaking out

Everytime I turn around
Theres something that dont feel right

Might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I dont know what it isbut it just dont fit

I take the necessary steps
To get some air into my chest
Can't hear the thoughts inside my head
I'm still freaking out

Thats why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I'm running all the background checks
She's freaking out

Everytime I turn around
Theres something that's just not right

Might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split someone stop the noise
I dont know what it is but it just dont fit
Consider me destroyed
I dont know how to act because i lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this

Stuck in a room
I'm with staring faces
Yeah
Caught in the nightmares
Cant wake up
I begin my cry
Running through her street
I'm about to freak
Come and rescue me

Why be paranoid
Yeah
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I dont know what it is but it just dont fit
Consider me destroyed
I dont know how to act because i lost my head

I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
Im paranoid

I especially liked the girlfriend part XD. May I say M-m-m-miley? XD

Lines,Vines and Trying Times official Track list

....
1. World War III
2. Paranoid
3. Fly With Me
4. Poison Ivy
5. Hey Baby
6. Before the Storm
7. What Did I Do To Your Heart
8. Much Better
9. Black Keys
10. Don’t Charge Me For the Crime [Ft. Common]
11. Turn Right
12. Don’t Speak
Bonus Track: Keep It Real

Oh snap, it sounds awesome already. I also heard a 20 sec. preview of their first single "Paranoid" sounds great. :D Make sure to checkout "Paranoid" the first song off the new album TOMORROW!

So then I go back to my roboty life and try to make stuff happen, even though I don't have time. Tweet me.

Don't have time for a title

Hi,
I'm sorry I haven't post anything more of interest lately and I'm sorry I've become a Twitterwhore. XD I don't know, twitter is so much more comfortable and quick. XD Argh, I'm getting lazy.
Anyway I had come up with things to put up in my blog last night before I fell asleep and now surprisingly enough I don't remember it. XDOkej so here's goes an improvised one. XD

I'm at the end of a hellish short break from school (5 days) with alot of studying (but yet not as much as I'd want to) and lazying around. I've practically haven't been living. I've been indoors most of the time because of my stupid pollen allergy, it's a nightmare believe me! I've been trying to study but it haven't really worked out, I'm been so unfocused so it always ended with me twittering, playing the guitar, reheasing my lines for our play or just something else.

I knew this week would be an insanely hectic one (and still here I am blogging...) let's review the future shall we?

-Wednesday: School (argh)
-Thursday: Premiere for our play, we'll be playing at a school like 8 o'clock in the morning. Then in the afternoon: French test (Yes subjonctif! awesome...)
-Friday: Concert at Malmö Opera, with my orchestra
-Saturday: Prom (one word enough said)
-Sunday: Going to Paris with my french class, have to be at Kastrup CPH at like 7 o'clock(awesome possum!)

So just on top of that I have a oral presentation in Swedish clas the day after I come home from Paris AND English test. Then Friday I have a Math test (Nationella prov). Do you see why I'm stressing my ass off now?! It's at least not for NOTHING! XD

Help!

Happy JONAS premiere! :D

To celebrate the premiere of the show, here you have my cover of "Give Love A Try"

"BOM instant love then BOM you get dumped and then BOM broken heart. And me and Kevin are there to picking up the pieces!"

Watch JONAS now!

Watch the first episode of JONAS "Wrong Song" (and maybe even the second "Groovy movies"), on the internet, before Disney removes them all!

OH MY can't believe the show is actually here.

As so many times you can't have you cake and eat it too. I've seen the first two episodes and of course I laugh at practically everything and loves every moment watching the show. But as I knew from the beginning the boys aren't actors and some sequences (herk pretty many herk) feels very unnatural and strained. Chelsea and Nicole (Stella and Macy) are really talented though (even the mum and dad seems fake to me XD).

As much as I want to say the show is fantastic I can't (I've stopped lying to myself and to you), it's alright and what lifts up the show are the songs, because those are really awesome. Enough bashing the show which actually very VERY entertaining, I'm really looking forward to more episodes and awesome new songs.

A-addict with news!

Hey,
good/bad news for y'all. I'm an addict, Twitter-addict. Either it's good or bad, but at the moment Twitter's all my life. XD So why don't you check it out and keep up with me. :) Click on the picture on the post below, if you somehow can not do that here's the URL: www.twitter.com/TiffanyUsedToBe

THEN the addict has some awesome news. First some bad; Jonas Brothers' new CD"Lines, Vines and Trying time" isn't due to the 16th of June (delayed by 1 day, outrageous! i know XD) BUT their new single "Paranoid" released on radio 7th May (in 6 freakin' days) and buyable from iTunes from 12th May. (I haven't heard the song but it sounds awesome already..XD)
Other tracks on the album has been released:
-World War III
-Fly With Me (featured in the end credits of Night at the musem 2)
-Poison Ivy
-Hey Baby

I can't tell how much I'm looking forward to the CD and I can't wait to hear this new cool matured sound they've developed.

This is just the beginning...