I better shape up

Hi y'all,
I've been reading some old posts from this blog and I'm so disappointed at me right now. When read posts like from early 2008 and such, I could really see this glow -the eagerness to blog. I remember, bloging was my thing. I didn't blog for other people to read, I blogged for myself. I had so much to say, my entries were always so long. I had so much personality and so many different things to talk about. What happened? (Man, I really have to stop bloging Jonas updates, even I think it's boring reading them XD)

I've gotten boring. Is that what it's all about? I think too much I forget the simplicity in everyday life? I think that might be true. I'd liek to blame it all on Twitter, but deep down I know I can't.

I'm going to shape up! No sissy games!

So anyway, I got a weird mail today.

I checked my mail like an hour ago and I found this in my inbox, from some demetriuscwthompson with the title: door. I didn't recognize the mail so I thought it was just some junkmail, but those usually gets in the junkmail folder. So I opened it and there's this 2 sentence message, no attached files, no signature no nothing. It makes perfectly no sense. I tried to remember if I had sent something to someone that might get this kind of answer.

Hi again the example seems good but we can not know what will happen in a real life example.so be careful.

What does this mean? The person sent an example of a device of some sort but it might not work in real life and could be dangerous? He says "WE can not know what will happen", who are we? Are they some kind of organization? "Be careful"? It is a weapon?

I don't know. The mail just makes me so curious of what it is talking about and how did it end up in my mail?.....Wait, I've read too many detective stories! XD Anyway, what do you make of it?

Rapping like you've never heard it before

Geesh, is she for real? XD It's so wrong it's almost not funny.

This is a no killing area

Zuup,
sitting here listening to Turn Right. I haven't stopped or listened to anything else than Lines ever since I got it. I might listen to just this album until I die, seriously! XD

So what has been up?
Me and Carro went to Copenhagen 2 days ago. The weather was fantastic, the shopping wasn't though. Goosh everything was so expensive and it was summer sale even. Anyway we had some good time eating ice-cream and stuff. It was nice, to have a variety for once.
There was this exhibition of funny signs from all over the world in a square;

I've also booked a room in a residence hall near my school. So we'll have a viewing of the flat when we're in London 9th July, along with a open house on my campus I'm quite excited, huhuhu. XD

Basically I'm really boring during summers, I'll do some videos soon (I promise!) but otherwise I'm just lazying around. So I don't want to put my no-life low life on my blog, keep following it on Twitter instead ;) Hahaha.

Toodles!

Copenhagen, can you do it again?

Hello,

Gosh I hardly post anything here anymore. :( I should. I should. I will.

Anyway, did you hear the big news?! I got accepted to London Met. University!!! I officially have a place which means I'm going to London this fall. I've known for a while, actually since I got the conditional offer that I pretty much had gotten in but I (as usual) wouldn't get my hopes up.
I called the university today and they said they had given me an unconditional offer! I am going somewhere! Can you believe it?

(I still got tons of things to fix before I go though, but now I know I'm going for sure!)

So Meks came over today, she came home from an awesome vacation in the US. We talked for hours and hours. She got me Lines, vines and trying times, US verision! (I'm a nerd alright?!) New York, wow what a dream. More she talked about it the more I want to go, but I know NYC it is going to be you and me, one day, one day. :)

Besides that Carro also came down today. We planned to go to Copenhagen tomorrow, hanging out, enjoying the weather (even though it might rain int he afternoon), eat and maybe some shopping. :P Geesh the Danish krone is so high right now. I changed 612 Swedish kronor, guess what I got?....Guess! 400 DKK, not more not less. 400 freakin' kronor!

Last time I was in Copenhagen, magic happened ;)

Where are all the good people?

Hi,
Did I tell you that I witnessed a car break-in? Yeah, it was a couple of days ago.

It was around 1.30 in the night when I was about to get in bed and went to the kitchen to have a glass of water. Just as I turned on the light my brother and sister jumps at me and almost yells: SHUT THE LIGHTS! Okej..? I shut the lights. I see them both like hiding behind the windowflowers and looking down the window. My brother says that there's someone stealing out of a car. (Our kitchen window overlooks a carpark) What? No way. I look down and I do see a person holding a flashlight, going through the trunk of a car. The first thought that struck me was, noo he's just taking out something from his car or something, and so I told my brother. But he was convinced it was a burglary. He had seen the person coming riding on a bike to the carpark, parked his bike a bit away from the car, dropped a big blue garbage bag near the car, which he would steal from. He then went to the front of the car did something, went to the back and pushed or did something on the trunkwindow and it opened.

There were so many things that pointed towards a burglary but all I could think of was theories that proved the opposite. He's just getting some things from his car. In the middle of the night? Doesn't the trunk open as a whole "trunk board" (baklucka) why is he leaning over the window to get stuff? Maybe there isn't a trunk board. Why did he park his bike so far from where he was? And so it kept going on. We saw him load more and more plastic bags out of the trunk down to the ground. After all the failed theories I came up with I started to realize that it might really be a burglary. For a moment there I felt it was pretty exciting, hiding behind the windowflowers looking down on a thief, I mean I've never witnessed suchlike. Then after like 5 minutes he grabbed all the bags and went over to his bike, put them on the steeringwheel and walked the bike out of the carpark, soon away of sight.

I was like: we should call the police. My brother didn't think it was worth the bother. We talked to our mum and she didn't think that either. I was convinced it was a burglary, I mean he left the freakin' trunk wide open and went away with all those bags, and one should call the police when it's a burglary. I was about to dial the number and call a few times but I didn't. I had never called the emergency number before, I've never reported a crime, how did things go down? What would the police do? Would they even care? I don't know what you think but in that moment I really was ready to call, but....I...didn't.

We didn't call. We didn't do anything. Just watched it all happen and went silently away.

Where are all the good people today? Where?

Pushing Daisies today!

I'm a totally lousy blogger. The relaxing and free time thing makes me all lazy. XD Anyway I just had to inform you guys if you have missed it. Pushing Daisies is showing for the first time on regular Swedish TV.

I was kinda psycked when I saw the commercial for it. From the very first moment I saw the first episode on Canal+ I fell in love with it, I can't wait for people discover this amazing show, even if it had to end after the second season. It is definitely one of my favourite show.

Pushing Daisies is a TV series about Ned who may seem just like a normal, shy pie-maker. But what they don't know he can bring dead people back to life, well almost. He touches a dead body and they come alive, if he touches them again they go back to be dead forever. If he let them live for than 1 minute someone/thing else will die in its place. He teams up with a private detective and finds himself bringing his childhood sweetheart back to life.

What I like about this series is that it's different. The whole is set in a dreamy-dr Seuss-Tim burton kinda world. The bright colours just make one's day. :)

You don't want to miss this, I promise! TV3 19.00 o'clock!

An update you don't like

Forgot to tell you guys Jonas Brothers are hosting the Teen Choice Awards 2009, 8th August. The voting has begun and the boys are nominated for like 10 categories, including the Franskter (for TV breakout star male)! Once you've registered (takes 2 seconds) you can (and WILL!) vote everyday! Start voting!http://www.teenchoiceawards.com/
Teen choice awards have like a million different award categories I know, but you don't have to vote for each and everyone, just the ones you like (the ones with the boys and the ones with miley- so you can vote for the others so she won't win..XD)

And about hosting awards, the boys are also co-hosting the Much Music Awards (in Canada) this sunday. Remember to tune in for that. :)

I've got an email for ticketmaster in UK today, saying the tickets for JB London show the 21st Nov will be released this friday (for teamjonases). I was like wait, WHAT? 21st? Mine are the 20th right?...Had to look yeah the 20th. My sister blurted out that they mgiht have changed date and for a second the universe stopped. WHAAAATT?! Well, it turned out they added that show, recently. Pheew. Everything was fine..:)

To conclude this post I'm posting this video from the London show from this Monday, gueststarring McFly! Freakin' awesome, Kattis we should have goen to this show. ;) KP this is for you!!!

Everybody needs a little Poison Ivy!

L I N E S I S B A D A S S !

My friend text messaged me 11 in the morning (morning? How do u say förmiddag in English? XD) saying she had recieved her copy already. I flew up from the bed ran out to the front dorr in hope to see a brown package. FACK, no there wasn't. Then I realized the mail doesn't come this early so I had to wait and wait and wait. Felt like forever then around 1 o'clock. FINALLY! Blasting Lines at loudest in the livingroom stereo in the afternoon was badass! XD Life is GGOOOOOOD! :P

So since this afternoon I haven't listened to anything else. I was actually sceptical to the new album because form the previews I've heard it was so different from their previous sound and songs. I was afraid they'd gambles too much with this album. It didn't sound quite as Jonas Brothers. But oh I was wrong. THERE is nothing in the album that's a disappointment. I was right however that most of the songs in the album are a completely new sound. But that's okey with me, I didn't think I'd like it but hey I do, honestly I do. Even the most different ones like "What did I do to your heart" and "Don't charge me for the crime" are one of my favourite songs of the album. The most amazing thing about this album however is the lyrics, when I read the lyrics to Black Keys I almost cried. The lyrics are so smart, really, there are so much thought behind them, such as Poison Ivy, What did I do to your heart, Don't charge me... and Keep it real. If you read the lyrics you can see how much the boys have grown and matured during the different albums. They are not just singing about crushing-crushed, they're deeper now. People have to stop seeing them through this boyband-image. I mean if people were new to them and listens to this album, they must think what the hell are these boys doing? Trying and singing stuff outside their league, like stay with the girlypop. Is it such a crime not to wanna be labeled?

There was a album review of it in Metro today, saying pretty much exactly what I just wrote. And on top of that saying they don't know what they sing about. That's the crappiest thing I've heard, expecially this album is pretty much only based on personal experiences. Hello?! Do your research people! Was it just me who laughed so hard reading the Much better lyrics? Taylor eat it!

Anyway, I'd love to evaulate each song and say what I think about them but that would be a torture beyond anything for you guys. XD So here's a top 5 list of my favourite songs:
1. Fly With Me
2. Keep It Real
3. Hey Baby
4. Turn Right
5. Poison Ivy

Happy LINES day! :)

Jonas Brothers 4rth studio album "Lines,Vines and Trying Times" is as of today released worldwide! I was sitting here and got fooled by Swedish CDstores saying it releases the 17th (tomorrow), but what did I see when I went to Rocks today?!?!

Sneaky Bitches!!! XD But it was more expensive than I'd bought it anyway. So one more day thats worth it :)

Btw, this made me totally gasp at the breakfast table:

Eeekk! XD

Letter to the future me

Dear Tiffany,

My world is so dark and unsecure right now, and I desperately want to hope and believe that everything will work out in due time. But I'm just too afraid to get my hopes up.
Life and choices aren't easy but I wish I could stop worrying and thinking about it so obsessively, I'm gonna get greyhaired! I want you to say it out loud when you read this again in 5-10 years, "Tiffany you worried your little head too much, everything is FINE!" I demands it.

I hope I still do what I love and still have my dreams. Doing what you love, that is all that matters. I'd very disappointed if you've forgotten! I would do everything to look into my life in 5 years even just for 2 seconds, I really would. But hey I can't timetravel (or I STILL can't timetravel) ;). You know what you love and I hope you went for it, even if it meant stepping outside your comfort zone. You can't live inside a bubble your entire life, you are better than that. I hope you still play the guitar and listen to those goddamn brothers! XD If you could do it your entire (later) teenage you could do it now. Don't forget you lost your concert-virginity to them! ;) There are never a moment in life when you couldn't use a Joe moment. ;) But I hope you didn't do anything too crazy, alright.

Wherever you are and whenever you read this, don't forget your roots! Please have a moment to reminisce on the good memories. Your school time, expecially Malmö latin, your awesome class and everything you learnt. Your old friends (you should write them a email!). Your awesome summer in 2008. Your family.
I may not be very fond of the parents right now of how they always pushes you to do things, how much they demands of you and how they fight. But you have to remember everything they've done for you, where they come from and what they have gone through. They've worked so hard just to make sure you, Jenny and Martin have everything - everything they couldn't have. They might be pushy and demanding but they just want to be proud. And I hope you never let them down and just keep fighting for your dreams and goals. I know they will be proud just to know you'll never give up.

I had so many things I wanted to do before I get old and I really hope you've accomplished at least some of those. Remember the apartment with Melanie? Fashion magazine? Movies? Photographing? US and Hongkong? If not then rethink these things!

And lastly I hope you found love (or at least felt something again). Don't be afraid to feel things. Better to love and be broken than never loved at all.

Tiffany you are smart, you'll work things out!

XOXO
Tiffany age 19, 14/06/09

LINES LINES LINES LINES

LINES! LINES! LINES! LINES! LINES! LINES! LINES! LINES!

Technically it's only 2 days left until the international release of "Lines, Vines and Trying Times" but as for me it looks like I'll get the album earliest on the 17th. But that's alright (remember last summer...?XD). I know all the songs are leaked on internet but I'm gonna wait! (at least for now XD) I do have "Fly With Me" and this can last for a looong time. :D:D



So yesterday I spent my whole in Helsingborg celebrating my wonderful friend Caroline's graduation. It didn't turn out as expected, with for example RAIN!!, but it was loads of fun and good food. I'm also sure that I saw Eric Saade too, talking on his phone. I didn't quite see his face but I mean come on I recognize that voice miles away. :) I may seem like a creepy stalker actually I'm....not! ;)

Keep checking my Twitter because I think my addiction is alot worse than I thought...:P
Cheerio!

If I sang in Swedish..

....how weird would that be?

VERY WEIRD ;)

Wait, where's Edward Cullen?

OKEJ NO! Just answering the question in your head, No I haven't seen Twilight. ALTHOUGH I'm pretty sure I've seen it, indirectly.

I came home from our last violin orchestra get together thingy (kinda sad) and after I watched the evening's episode of Ugly Betty. I zapped to a movie on canalplus -The Covenant (thought it was called the pact cuz the Swedish title was "Pakten" XD). I first got interested since I saw Laura Ramsey (Olivia in "She's the man") in it. After approximatley 3 and a half minute I realized this movie reminded me of something else.... Hot teenage guys, golden eyes, supernatural powers, an innocent girl, forest. WAIT is Edward Cullen turning up soon or what? I kept watching and by every minute I got more and more amused that this (year) 2006 movie was just like "Twilight".

Ok, I'm not gonna appoint myself a Twilight expert but I'll list things I think (know) are the same in The Covenant and Twilight. Calling all Twilight fanatics, tell me if I'm wrong ;)
It's NOT necessarily in a chronologic order. Caution weird abbreviations :P

-The story is set out in a kinda off foresty place in the States, New England perhaps?
-The main characters are teenage-ish
-The main male character (MMC) is not a normal human, he's of a supernatural kind
-The main female charcter (MFC) is a normal human
-The male characters overall are hot (supposed to be hot)
-Their first meet is schoolrelated
-They go to the same school
-There is a romantic spark between them from the beginning
-We learn that the main male character has friends of his own kind
-They are sort of "bad" and he is the kind one (to her)
-MMC's kind shifts eyecolours whenever they "extract" their supernatural power
-The weather in general is grey and rainy. Thunderstorms maybe?
-MMC and MFC starts to see each other
-MMC tells/shows MFC about things, which indirectly are things related to his kind
-MFC somehow ends up reading/researching about things MMC told her
-MFC get suspicious about MMC's origin
-There are more than one fight between hot male characters
-The fights have slow motion sequences
-Someone suddenly wakes up in the middle of the night, sweaty from a nightmare
-MMC and MFC go out and they kiss (...in the car? XD)
-They look very cute together (...)
-Some evil force/person (EFP) emerges
-EFP is the same kind as MMC
-His target is MMC, he targets people close to MMC - soon MFC
-MMC tells MFC about him being the kind he is
-She doesn't get freaked out (unlike a normal person would XD)
-Evil force/person get to MFC, MMC comes in to save the day, evil person warns and threatens MMC
-There is a prom of somesort
-EFP take/capture/kidnap MFC as a bait to lure MMC to him
-There is a fight between evil person and MMC
-The fight includes use of cool (or supposed to) supernatural power during a rock tune as background music
-MMC get his butt kicked but then get strength (from somewhere) and win over EFP
-MFC doesn't really have a personality she's mostly being cute and a victim
-The ending is a such which easily can have a sequel
-There are no real jokes in the movie

There you got the list, I didn't say it was a short one... ;)

Someday I will smile everyday

There's nothing like late night blogging.

I've been angry. Angry. Like bugging me angry. The thought of it makes me so angry I wanna tear my hair off. I've tried to control it. And I have succeeded many times. Sometimes I haven't.

Classic situation. You and an acquaintant or friend are out to get the same thing, perhaps the same grades, same dress, same job or same guy. Somehow you feel really confident of getting it, you've really gone out there and done your best and you feel that somehow the luck must be on your side. When the day comes, you find out you haven't got it and not devastating enough your acquaintant or friend gets it. The cherry on the top!

Things like this shouldn't bother people. It's wasting bad energy on something so futile and silly. But still it does, doesn't it? WHY does it make me so angry and annoyed just the thought of it, day after day after day? It's like a wound which never heals and I keep scratching and scratching. I have been trying to control my anger and trying to stop thinking about it somehow. It's frustrating, it's like manipulation. I always make myself stop thinking bad things about that person it's really not fair, I'm only doing it because I didn't get it. Even if I have tried and tried getting similar things before and never gotten it, it's not that person's fault. It must simply be my own fault, I didn't try hard enough. And you can not count on hope and expectations, it will only make you fall even harder.

I keep telling myself that one day, one day, I will get my reward. Someday I will be the one that gets it and not someone else. S O M E D A Y . . .

I want LONDON 20th November, NOW!

NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!

I don't know what's msot awesome; Joe dunking his hat to the beat, the revolving stage, the JB sign spotlight, Frankie chasing Joe on segway, the awesome light..... well I don't know It's jsut so overwhelming. I NEED the world tour now!

Be there or be square

Tomorrow, we will vote!

The election for the European Parliament is held tomorrow (Sunday 7th June). This is a big deal since I am a eligable voter! (or it should be big deal otherwise too..) We had an assignment in school a couple of months ago to make a research of what the different Swedish parties interests were in the EU. It was very tiresome but in the end it was interesting and gave me a great favour -knowing for who to vote for.

There are thousands and other thousands of people who became eligable to vote for tomorrow. My fellow 18(19 actually) year olds I sincerely hope you will go out tomorrow and VOTE.

I know it seems like a waste of time since it doesn't feel like you can change anything by voting. And even more worthless when it's not even your own country, it's EU. But I think that is a LOAD of CRAP! No matter how lazy you are no matter what it is, YOU Y-O-U have the right to vote for how things (somewhere) should go down. You didn't have to work for that right you, didn't have to fight for that right. It comes naturally to you, after you turn 18 when it's time for an election a letter with your votingcard will automtically come down your mailbox. You take that for granted. I' mean just stop thinking about yourself for one second, you'd rather have countries with vote cheats, one candidate election or dictatorships, right? There are SO many people in this world who would literally kill for a right like we have for example in Sweden. People get killed because, well I don't know, demonstartes for democracy even! But you don't wanna think about that, no you think about that it's too tiresome to keep yourself updated on the parties and those kind of stuff.

I'm gonna vote but not because I care so much about EU but because it's a gesture of democracy and my freedom.

At least take this test: http://www.dn.se/fordjupning/europa2009/vad-ska-du-rosta-pa-i-eu-valet-1.869858

A very clever friend of mine once said: When you don't vote you let other people rule over you.

Why don't you fly with me?

If I were to marry right now it would be to this song: Fly With Me. We'd live happily every after I swear. XD

H A H A H A

Okej I'm just a bit (a bit?!) silly after watching the Jonas Brothers 3rd facebook livechat. They're always so goofy. I especially loved this part: "Nick is cute, Joe is sweet, Kevin is in the corner". Like what?! XD
Oh god I love these guys so much. And actually you love them too because you like me (I hope) and 90% of me is Jonas Brothers, so basically you love them as much as I do you just don't know it. So now that you know that you should go and vote for the people you like -being nominated for Fave international video at Muchmusicawards 09: http://mmva.muchmusic.com/favourite-international-video
Go Burnin' up!

Oh and btw! Don't forget to watch the music video of "Fly With Me" (my husband to-be) coming out on american Disneychannel this sunday (7th June).

Fly with me...

I am not a monster

I have a new layout folks. I thought it was prime time to change a new layout as I myself am going through a change. An new era is awaiting. The beginning of a new chapter in my life. OK now I'm being overpoetic. XD Anyway I hope you like it, and I know the twitter widget is butt ugly but I can't do anything about it. I'm sorry. I'm still trying to find the right html code for changing the fontsize of my header title, it's like huge. XD I've added some new widgets but I'm thinking of reintroduce the poll and the song, what do you think?

I've really graduated now but it hasn't really come to me yet. I don't think I have really realized the fact. Things take time.

Btw, I made a cover of "Give Love a Try" from JONAS. Hope you like it, pls comment! :)

Only the future awaits now

I'm now officially an unemployed on full-time. Wwoohh, awesome! XD No I AM going to continue study this fall so I'm going to be a student again. :P

My Graduation was WICKED awesome! The day went pretty much as planned and I enjoyed every minute of it. I just want to honour my fellow classmates for a moment. YOU ARE AWESOME. You've made these 3 years so much easier to get passed and most of all thank you for making our graduation so freakin' awesome. I love everything you guys have written in my hat, so I did make an impact after all! :) SPEU forever and always!

My favourite part of my graduation was the moment went we were in school and they opened the front doors for us to run out. Running out was most wonderful and insane. Then among the tops I also loved when my song "Forever Young-Alphaville" (or "I Kissed a Girl") came on when we were on our truck, that was crazy! :)

THANK you everyone who came to my dinner and all of your presents. I can't describe how much I appreciate everyone. Millions times Thank you!

This is the shiet!

Sing about the graduates happy day

...right now I basically can't believe I'll graduate tomorrow. It's insane. It wasn't until like an hour ago I really realized it, and now I'm just so nervous. Freakin' nervewreck but I'm really looking forward to it. It'll be totally awesome. :)

So as a tradition (I guess) in graduations in Sweden the graduates have to sing this graduationsong. Unfortunately I couldn't go to the music class that day when the music teacher taught us the song. So I've been trying to teach myself this whole afternoon with youtubevideos and lyrics. I think I got it now...XD

Sjungom studentens lyckliga dag,

låtom oss fröjdas i ungdomens vår!

Än klappar hjärtat med friska slag,

och den ljusnande framtid är vår.

Inga stormar äni våra sinnen bo,

hoppet är vår vän,

vi dess löften tro,

när vi knyta förbund i den lund,

där de härliga lagrarna gro!

där de härliga lagrarna gro!

Hurra!

There are so much planned for tomorrow and I hope I dont get too stressed out. First 10 o'clock in the morning our class is gathering at a classmate's to eat "Champagne breakfast" then at 1 o'clock we're going to have lunch together in a restaurant in the city. From that we don't have be in school until around 4 o'clock and most positively we'll walk around in town and sing and be noisy. XD Then at 5 o'clock we're taking graduation photos in school. Then 17.30 we'll be "locked in" in school and wait to be let out. My calss will be let out last in our school (typical) around 18.24. After that we're gonna go around the city on our truck and sing and be noisier. Around 8 (I do hope!) we'll be done and I'll meet family and freinds at a chinese restaurant for dinner. And lastly I'm going to this graduation party with everyone from school.

I'll take ALOT of photos to show everyone. See ya!