I must be paranoid

Good day,

I think might have the most boring blog in the inter-world. So here's an entry to reinforce the statement. XD

So 31th August, huh? Which means September tommorrow, which means 20 (freakin') more days until London. But I think it's all kinda good now, I'm calm. XD I got a grip of the whole situation now and I'm actually quite excited, even packing will be kinda fun now.
I've officially conquered the fear. And about university, I got my CSN (student funding) money today and paid the tuition fee, £3225 not less not more (since the British pound have been low this week). Things are reaaalllyy haaappeniiing. ;)

I didn't tell you in last entry that it was my brothers birthday (29/8). Yup he turned 15. (I must be really old it feels like ages since I was 15 XD) We went to this fancy restaurant with the family and some family friends. It was an asian restaurant in town, the buffet was huge. XD There was a sushibuffet (which I didn't touch), a mongolian bbq buffet, a delicious chinese/thai food buffet and then a dessert buffet. I don't think I've been that full, ever.

(Additional random info: their toilet (at least the ladies) was bigger than my future room in London, really) XD

I don't like sushi but how cute aren't these? XD

My final jam

Hello,
Aaahh, can you believe it's only 3 weeks until I move to London. Twenty TWO days?!?! Panic. Don't panic. Panic. Don't panic.

Well I can gladly say that I've accomplished a few things from my to-do list since I last blogged. I've translated my CV, I've looked up more about Oyster cards and I know pretty much what I have to pack (which includs frying pan and desk lamp XD).
I've been really anxious about my room and the rent lately, because I've been reminded of how insanely expensive it is but yet to small and...nothing special. Then I just realized there's nothing good in thinking and make myself feel awful about it, I mean I can't do anything about. I can't. I'm gonna stay there anyway, I'm gonna have to live there, I'm gonna have to study in that room. I just have to deal with the situation (gilla läget liksom). XD And to be honest when that's all done, I'm kinda looking forward to moving. haha. Yup I am.
Now all I have to do is make these last couple of weeks as awesome than ever. :)

So when that's done, let's go over to some news.

Jonas Brothers is in the end of their first leg of world tour (us and canada). They're gonna play a couple of dates in Canada then they'll have 2 months "break". In other words, they're gonna film Camp rock 2.
Maybe I haven't been honest about it before but I wasn't really fond of Camp rock (one) but still I can't wait to see the second and I get quite excited about the storyline. I'm not sure this is the actual storyline it might just be a rumour but it seems cool to me. :)

Camp Rock The Final Jam, will borrow its plot from Shakespeare; featuring Demi Lovato, Jonas Brothers, new director & writer, according to Hollywood Reporter. Poduction being in summer, will debut on Disney Channel in ‘09.

The story has the characters played by Demi and Kevin, Nick & Joe Jonas returning to their beloved Camp Rock, only to discover that some of the students and instructors have ditched it for nearby rival Camp Star.

Meaghan Jette Martin, Maria Canals-Barrera, Alyson Stoner and Daniel Fathers will return for the sequel. Joining the cast for ‘Final Jam’ are hip-hop artist Matthew ‘Mdot’ Finley and Chloe Bridges, an accomplished 17-year-old classical pianist. Mdot plays the reigning hot-shot singer across the lake at.. ..Camp Star who challenges Camp Rock to a musical showdown. The ‘Romeo and Juliet’ moment comes when Nate (Nick) falls for Dana (Chloe), the daughter of Camp Star’s owner.

I think this would be a good plot (well then again I liked the first plot too, before I saw the movie). I really hope the romeo and juliet part is true. I desperately want to see Nick act, like really act. And Chloe Bridges is kinda cute too, muhaha. Shane and Mitchie? Psst, so last year. XD

Have everbody gone crazy?

How do you do,
It's less than a month until I get my things and drag myself to the United Kingdom. 26 days to be exact. The days just passes by like nothing and I really really have to focus and think of something to not get a total freak-out. At the moment I can't do moving I can't do living somewhere I know nobody. But I know in 2 seconds or so I will think the exact opposite. This is basically what's going on in my head day in and day out. Exhausting..

It feels like I still have tons of things to prepare, let's the agenda shall we:

Things I need to do before moving:
- Translate my resumé (CV) and make copies
- Get new glasses
- Decide what to pack
- Pack
- Check out my accomodation (again, to see what I need and don't need to pack)
- Check out Oyster card (again, how much it costs and stuff)
- Print out maps (over my neighbourhood, school etc)
- Meditate to get a grip of the situation (mentally prepare myself) XD

Well that wasn't so bad I guess. :)

Kära Skåne, I'm gonna miss ya. :)

I was lying in bed yesterday, thinking. What the hell is happening to the world?
Everytime you just open a newspaper or watch the news there are: theft, murdering, bombing, epidemics, surpression and the list goes on forever. What the hell?! What have we come to?Global panic beacuse of swine flu, people being killed because they want to go and vote in the election, burglers assaulting people in their home, 16 year olds murdering 15 year olds, people getting shot outside the gas station I used to buy candy every week when I was younger, places get bombed where I normally take the bus. Where are going?

And I get so frustrated because I feel so insignificant that I can't do anything. I'm normally not a person who thinks the world is evil and that people are just out to get the best for themselves. When I first meet a person I don't think he's gonna rob me or he's a pschyo person who likes young girls, no. I like to think people are good and compassoinate, and that there somewhat a justice in the world. Like..there ought to be places for everyone to live or there ought to be some refunding when your wallet is pickpocketed or there ought to be only good policemen.... I'd like to think people are that way, but it's getting more and more difficult.

Have everybody gone crazy?

I'm on a roll

Hellu,

I'm really on a roll. Blogging is me, and so it should be. XD

Sunday today, means (normally) school tomorrow, and while my sister and brother prepare for bed I'm here blogging the night away (and listening to Katy Perry). Which reminds me of that I've been spedning a perfectly good sunday doing nothing. Well let me do a recap; I've been watching TV, eating, playing the guitar (learning Send it on), playing gamecube (yes our wii is still broken), reading manga and crocheting (virka). Yeah I got this crazy idea I'm gonna make myself a hat, which I'm never gonna finish but anyway XD.

So I'm starting to feel kinda excited for London. I do, I've been talking to some people whose gonna study at the met or even my course. It's nice to know some people before I go. What I'm most excited about right now is settleing in and start my course. What I'm less excited about is living expensively in London and attending social events. XD

I know my friends. ;)

...bad!

So I'm finally off to bed. After being so sleepy but couldn't sleep. I couldn't miss Jonas brothers facebook livachat come on! XD It was awesome though, so much better than on justin.tv.

Anyway, Oyasuminasai! Sweet dreams! :D

If I'm lucky I'll dream about this. :)

I make em good girls go...

Woot woot,

That's my way to say hi when I'm tired at 5.30 in the afternoon (evening?). So why am I tired? Maybe because I was up late yesterday reading, The innocent's story by Nick Singer, really interesting actually a bit off from my prefered genres but it's good. Or maybe because I made myself get up at 9.45 today. Dunno why, but I did.

Then at noon I met a friend in town, she wanted to go shopping for autumn clothes and I was basically her personal shopper/stylist, haha but yeah it was nice. I was just almost run-over and almost ran-over people 20 times on my bike before I got to town but anyway. XD I also found god-forbid the absolutely most gorgeous purse at Gina Tricot, man I had to have it. So now I have it. XD (Sry, I'm really torr (not funny) right now...)

So what else?... I was at the beach 8 in the morning yesterday, yes, to be a part of a theatre event happening for 5 graders. It was nice to get back at acting and improvising. Gosh I'm gonna miss it so much when I'm in London :'(.

My dad, sis and me also went to the festival, it being the last night and everything. Nothing special, had churros. XD I wanted to see Coraline at the outdoor screen or something at Folket's park but it was at 11 o'clock and I was just too tired. XD So what do you guys think of the festival all in all? I'm gonna say it was a remeberable one. Probably because I feel so nostalgic with everything to has to do with Malmö (since I'm moving..). But I thought the plan on moving things to Folket's park wasn't so successful, it isn't far from the city centre but far enough for being a festival, which made it feel like the festival was all over the place yet no where. XD I mean the market (where they sell stuff) was so lame. They had cut back on so much it wasn't even fun anymore to go there. I guess the musical performances and concerts were pretty good this year (in general, me not necessarily included), there were several big Swedish stars here this year. Even I myself went to see one, the Sounds, on thursday. Well all in all I'll say it was enjoyable (höll måttet). :)

Pics from the festival:

And no I didn't bought that t-shirt! God! XD

True or False?

I've been thinking..
What is fandom? What qualifies fandom?

I read briefly through someones text about being a Jonas fan today. It was probably very touching and well written text about her thoughts on the jonas fandom and why she's such a great fan, probably. Maybe she had another point (which I didn't get since I didn't read it all) but this is however what caught my eye; the statement after statement of what she thought made a real fan, no a TRUE fan, and what didn't.

A true fan, true fan. What does that mean? So if you're not a true fan you're a false fan? So it's not just a fan or not a fan? There are different levels now? And who is she to state what's a true fan or false?

And then it just hit me. I've played this game before. Oh yeah I was like the founding father of this game. I knew well how it all went down, but I got it all clear now. Now I know how it all really went down. (I'm mean hey you have to face reality) You supposedly like something, in this case a musical band, so much that you think that band is all you need and you should be all that band needs. You don't want to share, this is the greatest thing you have you can't let other people "think" they have the same feelings for them as you do. Suddenly you start to categorize people in a scale that starts with you on the top: the BEST fan and ends with the fake fans or something like it.

WHAT is up with that? "This is my band not your band"? "I'm a true fan and you're just a fake?" You know what I think? That it's a pile of BULLSHIT, that's what it is! Do you know why we (formal me anyway) do it? I'm gonna tell you WHY we do it. Because WE want acknowledgement, acknowledgement that I am a true fan, I am someone the bands really deserves. But you know what? The only one who'll acknowledge it, is yourself! Do you think other fans gives a rats ass if you think you should be a true fan or not? They don't, all they want is to establish that THEY are true fans and that OTHERS are not.

And who are you to decide who's a true fan and who's not? I mean really, who the hell are you?! Just beacuse you think you're a true fan you have the power to judge all the other fans?
The girl who wrote the text said: A true fan stands in line, for a concert, a movie, a whatever, for hours on end, dressed like a total idiot, and still not doubt whether or not it’ll be worth it in the end. Why does this qualify someone as a true fan, a better fan? (After all this is what it's all about, being better isn't it?) Why? Because they've got dedication? Who says a 9 year old on the other side of the world who listens to the exact same band as you doesn't have dedication? Just because she hasn't done all of this, does it mean she doesn't have the same dedication? Can you measure dedication?

All I'm saying no one is to say that someone isn't a true fan. It's not a title you give to other people, it's something you decide on your own. If you think you're a "true fan" (and if it matters all that much to you) then you are. Why should you care if other people don't know the lyrics to SOS or know Garbo's birthday, if they love the band? Isn't that what it really should be about? The love for the band? To see them develop? See them make music? See them happy? Why should the rest matter?

I don't wanna be one of the bo-oh-oh-ys

Zuuup,
I'm doing it! I'm blogging. Hallelujah! XD

So what's up folks? How's school? Hearing people talk about school, what classes they take and new friends they've made, have made me wanna go to school. XD I can't wait to be there, in school, meet new people and learn about things I really like. The rest..is just less pleasent. XD

What have I done in my turn? Trying to get out of the house as much as possible, because it's so empty, no one's home! XD I've been trying to find a new schoolbag and wallet. Instead I've bought a blazer (awesome one from second hand) and wasted a fair sum on festival food. Sigh. I hate money. It's so deceptive....
Anywaay XD, I've also been dragged to the open house on Malmö högskola (lärarhögskolan) but it was quite nice. I snacked on their fruit and their candy, even some pencils and stuff. Muahaha. XD It was nice though to check out an university for real, to know how it's kinda going down. ;). It was neat and very clean, it reminded me of a huge warehouse but the rooms and stuff were very fresh and nice. I just couldn't wait to be in one of those lecture rooms. Haha.

Maybe there's something wrong with me but I've started to more and more listen to other things. XD Currently: One Of The Boys-Katy Perry

In Malmö högskola.

Really back to business ;)

Hello,

For many summer break ends tonight and starts a new term in school tomorrow. I wish y'all luck as for me I still have another month break. XD No actually I don't even wanna joke about it because I really really REALLY needs this month to mentally prepare myself for London.

It is really happening now guys. isn't it? Our future begins now. I know I always talk about this and blablabla, because somehow it feels so incredible. Friends and classmates I've had so closely are now spread across the country, and different countries even. Stockholm, Umeå, Uppsala, Kristianstad, Copenhagen and so it goes on. AAARrgghh, I can't believe it! (a moment of freak-out)

I've promised myself that from tomorrow on I have to stop screwing around and have things done, mostly London things of course but I've been incredibly lazy these last days. I have to knock out of it and do things. XD Like playing the guitar and blog! So watch out! ;)

Anyway I'm still listening to Send It On, although I just got Good girls go bad-Cobra Starship, it's aaaaawesome! :D (Grr, Twitter is crappy slow right now! XD)

We are forever young!

Happy Birthday Joseph!

Today we celebrate the birthday of a talented musician and amazing performer; Joseph Adam Jonas. Yup, Joe turns 20 today. (Keep tweeting and keep him on the trending topic!! ;)

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y !

Back to business

Hi there,
I decided last night I was going to blog the first thing in the morning but when I got here, I had 30 unread emails to go through- commenting back on youtube, writing back on facebook etc. Then I also got an email from MTV saying the voting for the 2009 Music video awards (21st August) has begun, so I had to check that out. Jonas Brothers are not nominated this year but some other awesome artists are such as: Cobra starship (VOTE! Best pop video "Good girls go bad"), Coldplay and Kings of Leon. Beyoncés "Single ladies" are nominated like for 4 categories, which is awesome. So go and vote! http://www.mtv.com/ontv/vma/2009/categories.jhtml (And I have to go get Good girls go bad...XD)

Back to the case. I haven't blogged in 5 days, how crappy is that? Grr... So mostly I've been up to...nothing. But yesterday me and my sister went over to some ol' friends to play Wii (if I haven't told you our Wii is broken somehow and it's on reparation right now). I'm not a very big fan of videogames but it was pretty awesome playng guitar hero with a full band. :)
Malmö festivalen (kinda summer festival in the city) started yesterday, I didn't have plans going because usually the first day is packed with people and I'm basically afraid of masses of people now (thiefs, bränt barn skyr elden ;). but it turned out mother (hahha mother XD) didn't plan on making dinner so we could eat out, and so we did. It was Cevapcici for me, long time ago but still good ;).

What's more? I've been watching some new movies....... eh he eh he. One called "Twilight", (you've heard of that movie? XD) and "G.I Joe: Rise of the Cobra". Let me explain how the fist movie happend. Chch. I met with a friend on tuesday in town (we always have so much fun and I found the most gorgeous shoes ever but I can't/didn't buy them...), she's an huge Twilight fan (but huge just as in huge but not obsessed-crazy) and she'd been on me about Twilight everytime we met. It's not a secret that I don't like the series (books, movies whatever XD) but I guess it's not fair judging and hating on it when I haven't even seen or read one little of it. I basically promised her that I'd watched the movie so I could go back hating on it as much as I liked (because I was sure I'd don't like it even after I'd seen it), but I hoped there would never be an occasion when I would actually had to watch the movie with her. But this tuesday was it.
I'm however glad tht I can honestly say I didn't like the movie. (Even if my friend insists that I'm underdenial XD) And I have like millions of reason why I don't like it which I will tell them to you....if you ask. XD (Don't want this entry to be: why I hate twilight XD) And to be frank, it was long time since I laughed so much at a movie that has absolutely no jokes. XD

I went to see G.I joe on cinema with my sister and brother this wednesday. I don't know the main reason I wanted to watch it, maybe because I hadn't been to the cinema in a long time or I wanted to watch Channing act in a acion movie or I wanted to check out what it is Nick sings about in Kung Fu grip ("Ready to fight, ready to go. Just like a G.I. Joe ") XD Maybe it was all 3 of them. I can describe the whole movie in one single word: B O M. Honestly, this movie had either gunfights or explosions or fire of some sort during its whole 120 minutes. The storyline is shallow and the acting awful (crap to be honest), I could really see their lines popping up in their brains before they said them, except maybe for Sienna Miller which was badass in the movie. ;)

I'm still listening to "Send It On" on repeat, if you wanted to know. XD Anyway here's the video to "Good girls go bad":

Send it on

Disney channel started this project a while ago to get kids engaged in environment questions. The money from every download of "Send it on" on iTunes will directly go to environmental charities.

Send it on

I'm afraid of my own generation

Hello,

I came across this column in Metro, 07-07-09. When I was done reading I was like: wow, that's a really good article. So why not share with me? ;) (Sry, the aritcle is in Swedish though)

http://www.metro.se/2009/08/06/53498/skjutsa-oss-hem-istallet-for-att-twit/index.xml

In a way I think she's just silly and over exaggerate things, but in another way I know she's right. She has a talent for writing I can tell. :)

The magic do wear off

Wow.
Haven't writen anything for a while, well that's a habit of mine now isn't it? I do hate you know.

So what have I been up to lately? Living the fabulous life of stillness, really as I said before I love being at home and do nothing right now.

I've been fixing things with my bank, which btw I now have my own internetbank and a 'dosa' (svenska), it's aaaawesome. :) I'm also slowly slowly beginning to get ready for London, mentally and materially. XD I'm actually getting more and more excited. I've also starting to get together the things I'll take with me to London. I'm currently looking for a calender and shoulderbag. Argh, it's so hard.

Me and my sister have also been to Helsingborg to visit our awesome friends. We are best together, yes we are. I can't believe that this time would be the last time we meet in a long time. Gosh, so much is changing now. But it must, mustn't it?

(The sign says: Burglary...is what we had last week, nothing valueable left!)

I also had this crazy idea to watch the entire Lord of the rings triology. So I started to watch the fellowship of the ring last night. Oh yeah, the magic do wears off. Back in the days I was such a sucker for the films I still remember some lines now even. I've just now realized how....nerdy it really is, but once you look beyond that it has a good moral and exciting storyline. But I still watch the movies now because Orlando Bloom is so damn hot in his green tights. XD

So gonna return watching the Two towers now, toodles!

It's on with Alexa Chung!

Gosh.

It's almost sad how mad I've got about "It's on with Alexa Chung" for the past hour or so. Call me retard but I didn't know she had her own talkshow since like a week ago or when I saw Demi's tweet about being on it. So I was like, ok she has her own show. XD I've literally seen like every It's on with Alexa Chung video on youtube. She's hilarious.

For everyone who don't know her or the show. Alexa Chung is a rising media icon, who's doing modelling and hosting TV programmes. What I like about this talkshow is, first of all the host Alexa. She just has this awesome personlity, she's fun, british, and like crazy. The show is really casual, for real not like usual talkshows which try to be casual but it's really stiff. She doesn't ask like these regular boring questions. It's jsut really awesome, like if the celebs were hanging out with her.

Haha, anyway I can't wait for her to get the Jobros on it ;) Here's the show with Demi Lovato:

New layout

Hi there,
So after about 1 hour and half, scrolling through 92 (92!) pages of layouts, or so I've finally found a layout I really liked. XD
As you might notice I've deleted the following list, but relax I still check up your blogs I've added them on my dashboard. Haha. So I was thinking of reputting the poll on my blog....I don't know, maybe. XD

So anyway, what'ya think? :P Cheerio!