The secret of Christmas

X-mas time...X-mas time...X-mas time...X-mas time...X-mas time...

Huhuhuhu, I'm such a xmas nerd. The weeks before school ends and before (actual) xmas, I get all hyped up and acts like a little child.I'm going around and be all "Oohh, I'm longing for christmas sooo much!"
Whenever I play/sing/hear xmas songs, I get this really happy feeling all over me.If I have to be totally neutral in the matter of choosing the best xmas songs: (hohohooh, yea my ass)
1. Girls of My dreams-Jonas Brothers
2. Christmas Prayer-Nicholas Jonas
3. ..........?? XD

GUUAASSSHHH I want to have "A Disney channel Holiday" soo muuchh! Do you hear me santa?! I WAAAAAANT IIITTT!

....so Why is this, really?All I can think of is, first you'll get a break from school, two you get to be with friends and family.......you get presents?!
Yesterday I tried really maturally to think out the reason of my obsession.I thought of all the factors that made me love xmas:
1. break from school
2. xmas presents
3. being with your family
4. xmas songs
5. good food
6. cozy feeling
7. xmas cards....okej I'm not gonna write more things, for your sake

Then I try to imagen xmas without some factors, like presents; xmas eve.....after dinner...xmas tree. It doesn't work!Presents comes naturally with the whole xmas package! You can say I'm acting all childish, and maybe I am but can I help? What is xmas without presents? NOT THE SAME, I'll tell you! Still I love being with my family, watching TV and eating good food, but geeting and giving presents, the feeling of that is not to be replaced that easily.What's also really wonderful with presents is when you've found something really nice for a friend or a familymember, and seeing their faces when they open it, if they're genuin happy, there's nothing better! That's the true feeling of xmas.

Suddenly I feel that I really want to have a tamburin......why is that? *innocent look*

Truth and Consequences

Around every Tuesday and Wednesday I'll be blogging about the new Heroes episode. Please comment if you're watching it too.

HERE BE SPOILERS ABOUT HEROES 2

A freakin' nerve wrecking episode as usual. I can't say I'm happy or relieved that Mr Bennet didn't die, but it would be kinda boring if he did, right? OKEJ let me get this straight, right now (!!) I am more for the company than against, actually..I think. I'm still not sure what Bob really wants, if he wants to eliminate "bad" powers or something else. IF they really invented the Shanti virus to eliminate powers it wasn't to kill the whole world population! OKej, I think Mr Bennet is just exaggerating too much but I dont think the company is all clean and innocent. Still we dont know much about the company or the organization founders or whatever (the picture) and I dont think they're all evil and stuff.

I'm so sad for West!!! She can't just leave him like that! Maybe they won't now when she knows she's been whatched by the company, she'll fight back!!! FINALLY! I'm tired of all the hiding and sneaking, time to fight back!

GUUAAASSHH! Sylar disgust me sooo bad, I want to throw up!!! He keeps talking about "when I get my powers back" blalblbalba, I hope doesn't so I can laugh him in the face a little longer. MAAAN I get soooo mad! Or maybe I dislike Maya even more...for taking in all this crap!!! When Sylar took the dagger thing, I screamed!!! I actually didn't think Alejandro would die!! I mean...not now, not for nothing!! Not before we knew about his real power! When Maya find out what really happend to Alejandro....I'd LOVE that episode, huhuhu

A day with JB

Forgot to tell you about my Jonas Brothers day.
It was sunday, I didn't have much homework to do and everything was just really chill. So I decided to work on the powerpoint presentation for our geography project, since I kinda like powerpoint it was really nice.I clicked on the iTunes icon (as I always do) and got an idea, I tapped Jonas into the search field on the upper righthand corner...dapdapdap, A list of 42 songs came up, I actually didn't know myself how many JB song I had.
It included the one featuring Hannah Montana and the Nick J songs too. I clicked on the first song, which is "We got the party", and listened to the whole list in that order...huhuhu sooo wonderful!

Then after lunch, I saw that my dad had his TV watching program on his computer, I was like OOHH maybe they have the new heroes episode, but they didnt it was a old one. So i searched for something else, what do I see when I click on american series and shows? AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS! I was lucky, it had just started!! Haha, the host was really terrible.. and he sucked on the Soulja Boy dance...wuahhaha!
Huhuhuhu, even if I've seen JB's performance in AMAS at least twice I couldn't resist doing it again! So I jumped into my parents bed and waited for their performance. Guaaahh, just before the commercial-break before their performance, I was like screaming (to my sister who also had came and watch) OMG I saw the doors!!! The doors with the JB logo on it, it meant their appearance was close!! When that lady (dont remember her name) introduced them, I was like screaming (as if I was there, huhhuhu) GGGAAAAAHH, I love SOS so much!..........then came the fall. JOOOEEEEE <3<3<3!
Ever since the first time I saw the clip I thought, Man Joe is going close to those fans, they're like all over him. I DIDN'T notice those two times before, but 2 freaking fans came up onto the scene after the song, like running to Nick, creepy! This made me think.........that's something I could've done!

Then in the evening, I rememberd!! My sister had videotaped the Hannah Montana episode with JB! (it was shown first time in Sweden last friday) IIIHH, I couldn't watch it when she taped it, on saturday morning when it was a reprise, cuz I was out working. First we had to run all around the house to find the tape and finally FOUND it! GGEESSSHHH!
It was so wonderful, I wanted to cry, no just kidding. It was falling in a JO Bromance all over again! Unfortunately, the stupid swedish Disneychannel dub all the Hannah Montana episodes, and even this episode! I had in the back of my mind that they would never do that, not to this episode, not to the BOYS! But as cold hearted as they are they did, the voices was.....horrible! There is nothing more WRONG than that! Anyway, during the whole episode I said the english line at the same time they said it on swedish, huhu. (I've seen it too many times) Thank god they didn't do anything to the song in the end, I would've died. I just couldn't face the episode was over, so I rewind the tape and watch it all over again!! BUT this time only the scences with JB in it.
Then I was like, now I just HAVE to watch "I wan'na be like you" in my Djunglebook DVD and I did, that was the (perfect) ending of my Jonas Brothers day.

Then of course, I couldn't sleep in the night cuz I was all jumped up on JB......

Ever since that day (2 days ago), SOS have been somethinh of a tradition, not on purpose, I swear!!
Sunday: 3 times
Monday: 3 times
Tuesday: 2 times

Collective suicide, ftw!

Puuuhhh, this day have felt like 2 whole weeks, maann! What a long day.

Started out not so well, over slept a bit, came just in time to school. We had civics, news coverage a few girls had about the many bombings troughout Malmö this year. It's kinda creepy, since one bomb ACTUALLY was placed under a car just outside my appartment. I eman you never realize how things are before you experience it yourself, you kinda think you're protected in some way; like "That's never gonna happen me, impossible!" That's how we sweet naive Swedes think...
Later we had english (our english classes are a total mess, dont want to go into details..), we started with some speeches (something we prepare individually and present), one had about teenage rapes.If there's something I CAN'T stand, it is talking, seeing or reading about rapes. It's kinda something I'm under denial of..weird. I think it's jsut so awful, if not the worst, and I can't stand thinking about it! Uuuhhh.
She talked about that she was there when someone had attempted to rape her friend. When she was finished a smaller discussion broke out ( thats not hard for out class, we can make a discussion of absolutely EVERYTHING), our teacher thought it was really awful and started to babble up the things to do to prevent rapes, then one by one had to tell about recent rapes where and what.... Then we came to the conclusion that it really could happen everyone and that's dangerous, when one of them said; everything's is dangerous, living is dangerous! Then off course someone (herk herk) had to say; Oh oh, I think I hear someone suggesting a collective suicide!WUHAHAHHAHAHA!

LLATTEERR, during my french class and geography lesson, we went on a play. Macbeth, original Shakespeare. Wuuhuhuuh, imagen all these thy,, thee, anon (caution, spelling!)! It's was really authentic and really cool, but it got kinda boring in the end. They did of course, invite all the secondgrader (high school) from our school, and some from another shcool..I think. Man, suicide, SUICIDE I SAY! It was really awful, they couldn't behave more childish. NIGHTMARE! Get this: in the middle of the first half, Macbeth (the guy playing him) came in the front of the scene and shouted to some on the first row: Do you think I'm deaf? I've performed for children behaving better than you! (Man, it was scary!) Then the light came up and the guy in charge of the light and stuff yelled at us, blalblalbbla, then after a while the play started again. It was SO Humiliating!

NICK J is off DA chain!

" Yo I'm so hot. Just like a tamale. So destructive. Just like a tsunami.
Every time I'm near. The red cross is there. Cause that's how I'll be doing things. Because..."

Guuaasshh, I LOOOOOOVE this song! Nick really is off da chain, man! I've known about this song for a long time, but I haven't heard (didnt know it was a rap song). I first thought it was some kind of freaky alias, like eminem, he used as this gangster rap guy, uuh hu creepy thought. XD No my dear Nick...
What's really funny is, first you hear Joe rap but he's the more likely to rap or so something like that, then you have Nick the youngest most mature, shy and polite one. o of course, there's nothing Nick can't do!! Muhahah!

NICK 4LJF!

Sooooooooo........... What's up anyway?
I'm longing for Xmas soooooooooo much! But it's coming really soon actually, if u think in a optimistic way, like this:
There's this week buy it's not a week cuz it's almost over then it's next week where we dont even go to school on wednesday, we're going to this fair for university to help you choose your future or whatever, and friday it's "studyday", it's a day off anyway, plus we're going to a theatre play on monday. SO next week is almost nothing, then it's 2 whole week then on the thrid we're having the x-mas "closure" and then it's holidayyy!! Then after that it's nothing! Seee, it's like nothing left, huhuh XD

A Harry Potter Tragedy

Since I don't have much fantasy right now. I'll post some extracts from my myspace blog here.

The swedish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows (Harry Potter och Dödsrelikerna) came out this Thursday!!
expectations.. expectations.. expectations.. expectations..

I've already read the english edition, so I guess I'm not as hyped up for it as I should be otherwise. But I know, that's not the whole truth..What have really happend these latest months is I've lost interest in Harry Potter and I think it's HORRIBLE! You guys who dont know me, I am or was a HUGE Harry Potter fan. I was one of those Harry Potter addicted kids running around and quoted the books, just kidding no it wasn't like that but I was at least one of those who got updated daily on whatever going on around the subject Harry Potter, whether the books or movies or anythingelse. I was FIRST! I knew the first pictures of the third movie (and above) in order! I saw evey little freakin clip and commercial for a commercial for anything the new movie. I was first in the bookstore and first in the cinama for the newest Harry potter.You can NOT believe how much Harry Potter have influenced my futile life. It is huge!At this point you must think: Man what kinda maniac is this?!?! No but this is the sad truth.What's the most sad thing is that they're shooting the sixth movie and the dvd is coming out and I have just been like "screw thiiis" and ingored everything. I realized I had lost interest. (I mean dont like it as much, just under denial) I have always thought I would become this old lady sitting in a chair telling tales about my life with Harry Potter and stuff, because Harry potter is something I've always.... been really into.
First I felt kinda scared, I've abandon everything I am!!(a bit dramatic) I really love the feeling, I guess all the fans have had the feeling once or twice, you know when you reread order of the phoenix and just stop and smile and think: man this I can do all my life! or after seeing the newest movie on cinema at the premiere or getting yout hand on the newest book for the first time.
Why this could have happened:
1. Jonas Brothers (!!!), when something as huge as this comes in the way, theres no space for 2 equal interests.
2. It's finished, the book series is over. There have always been a thought in the back of your head, there'll be more books! And you wait, you know it's more than a year until then but you'll bear with it because you know the result of waiting will be more than worth it. You know it would end, SOME TIME, but it was still a bit unreal to think it would.

I've grown up with the Harry Potter books! It'll be weird....

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