Oh the pain!

Hello! A totally pollen-medicine drugged Tiffany here. It's absolutely horrible! My nose won't stop running and my eyes itchies like hell and if it's really bad my throat starts to act all funny. Pollen allergics are crap! You can not do anything, in the summer, without being bombed on medicine. It sucks and everyone out there who goes through the same thing, amen!

Finally the week when we're going to France has come. Which also means two freedays, thursday and friday (1th May and no school on friday). I've been really relieved being done with the history assignment, now I just have to worry about the standardize test in math the monday right after we've come home. It'll be alright...I guess (not!). OH and I forgot! We have to present our project work in front of our fellow frenchmen and just 2 weeks after we've come home it has be done, ouch!

This blogg have taken ages for me to write, suddenly in the middle of the blog I felt a freakin pain in my right arm. I haven't been training or anything special today, it just came from no where! It's like my whole arm is strained, muscles being very tense. I have let it hang straight down from the chair because it's less painfull. I've tried to massage it, shake it off, lay down, yeah almost everything. It doesn't work! What the hell is wrong?
So I'm finishing this blog writing only with my left arm, feeling like a freakin' invalid. XD

I haven't blogged anything serious for ages and I know I've promised. You know what since I have two days off and (between packing and finding a present to my french family) I'll upload a new video. :D Requests anyone? XD
And don't forget: http://www.latinet.se/menu/134824/sv/132368/ :D

Picture of the day:

Me at Galerie Lafayette last summer. I can hear the emo kids screaming of joy. XD

Fjortis problems

Haya guys, long time no write XD I've been kinda busy this week with school and stuff, but finally it's coming to a break. First we come day off around 1th May then it's off to Paris and Nantes! :D
If you might have missed that it's my class going on a schooltrip to France, first stopping in Paris then to Nantes, we have an exchange programme with a school down there. So I'll be gone for a week, if I'm able to get to a computer I promise to write some :D

This week have been pretty normal, hectic and sunny. We (me and partner) finally finished our History project/assignment- writing a historical newspaper. It was loads of fun, we've mixed some catholic views with a touch of modern day. It'd going to be great when we print the pages out this monday. Putting together all the articles, adding pictures and lines was NOT easy I can tell you. Btw, here's a sneak peak :D (Bigger picture: http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e281/ravenclawbeauty/tiffanys/artShakespeare.jpg)

I've been watching Jonas Brothers on the Oprah show and I've realized how freakin' big they are, for real. It's very frustrating sometimes, for me, the hysteria is compared with the Beatles all the time (can you get that? XD)!
I sometime feel like just letting go, you know just being happy with liking them and enjoing the music and like keeping it to myself. I think a part of me have and it makes me sad, I have somehow become this ultimate fan, crazy fan, (which I can sincerely say that I wish I wasn't) then you're not content with keeping it all to yourself. Everytime I think of them coming here, their movie coming out and everyhting like that, I would jsut liek to stop everyhting cuz I know it'll get bigger and bigger. A part of me don't want that, it's big enough as it is!
Sorry for my "fjortis problem" but I just need it to get out. I've been denialing it all this time.

But it makes me so happy and even make me like them even more, it's during all this time with millions of screaming girls and paparazzi's they're still humble and grounded and take their time to do regular thing and make this world a better place.
I found myself sitting here and watching a 8 minutes long video with 3 of them visiting a school on Eath's day and planting a tree. It's really beautiful.
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=32980510

I'm stuck in a coommmaaaa!

Huhu, pretty crazy how fast I've been almost addicted to this song. Can't be saved-Senses Fail, yupp I've been playing GuitarHero again...XD Anyway here's the rest of the story.

My mother came home, which felt like after 10 years and I felt like I was saved. Phew! But no, she started to order me around making me make tea.
Tea? What tea?! Pls, I know how to make tea I drink tea all the time but I knew it wasn't that kind of tea my mother was talking about. It was chinese tea, which she always has when her friends are over, with tea leaves and the tea pot and stuff. XD You know what, I've never done this kind of tea before in my ENTIRE life. I improvised, I didn't know how much leaves to put in or how much water, I didn't know what kind of cups my mum would like me to use, nothing. After like 15 minutes I came out with something that looked like tea as it should. I made myself not to look at them, I was so embarrassed.
After pouring up tea I quickly disappeared into my sister and brothers room, why? I didn't know what I was thinking, what do I do now? I was still too high-strung to settle down and read my Japanese book. I considered to play Wii or just turn on the computer again (which I turned off just before they came), this took like a couple of minutes, staring out the window thinking of what to do. Lack of anything better I sat down and watched TV.
My mum calls for me, she told me to come out and eat cake with them. I was like NOOOOO!
But I had to, it would have been too rude (not that I hadn't been rude enough)! I came into the livingroom cut a piece of cake sat down quietly and ate my cake. Still made me not look at any of them.

After a while I gained some confidence, started casually looking around and occasionally look at them. Well, it was pretty ok now, you know with my mum there. My mum was talking (and talking) with her friend. I began to wonder, why in the world did her son agree to come here? I would NEVER gone to my mums friends house without knowing who the hell they were. XD I tried to make out where they came from and if they knew Swedish.
Briefly the adults talked about the womans son and I realized he was much older than I thought. Then it was confirmed that they lived in Sweden, because he, apparently, had worked in loads of different cities in Sweden. And out of nowhere I asked what I read in school, in Swedish, and I hoped with all of my heart that he understood me and could answer in Swedish. But with all of the weirdness already being out today, there couldn't possibly be any more (what?!), gladly he answered. He had this kinda cute another Swedish accent. Anyway, then he asked me some of my school and I asked some more and then he asked something more. You could absolutely classify that as a conversation, I swear!

I was really glad, I dont know why but I felt that I could be totally honest with this guy, really sincere. Then somehow my mum had told her friend that I played the guitar and it turned out that this woman loved playing the guitar but never got the chance to learn properly. (What are th odds? I mean come on..)
Of course my mum suggest me to play something for our guests. As weird as everything had been that day, I was even eager to play, to show off.XD Just before we've talked about my hobbies and I had told him that I played the guitar or I'm learning and that I've played like for 5 months now.
So we went into my room. I've never, never, been ashamed of my room. Maybe you haven't been in my room but I have, not many (!) but I have these posters of Jonas Brothers, Heroes and I still have that giant fabric scrool of Naruto hanging on my wall. Never in my whole life I wished I had a less personal room. XD
Anyway I played some for them, Please be mine (of course XD) but I didn't sing though. In a way that was pretty weird I knew I wanted to but I just didn't do it. Then we talked some more, came into playing music and then just music in general. It turned out he pretty much liked the music that I liked which is odd...XD But yeah it was pretty cool and it ended up with us talking, he was genuinly impressed by my guitar skills that I could have learned so much on such short time, his mum had went out to the livingroom again. Afterwards we went out to and the rest of my family came home and everything got normal again.

I think this was most of the story now. It was pretty funny afterwards we knew much of each others life now but we didn't know each others names. But I guess that's not essential in modern conversations anymore..XD

Raise your hands up in the air and scream..

Attention Camp Rock-ers! Tons of things have been released in such short time. The official Disney website is up, with clips (OMG if you haven't seen the one Joe teaching the calss dancing you're gonna flip!), new pics and some pre/view/listening of new songs such as "Who will I be" by Mitchie and "Too cool" by Tess. There are also (Shane's verision) I gotta find you with parts not seen/heard before, it's amazing can't wait for the whole song!!!
Also yesterday Disneychannel released the music video of "We Rock" which is abolutely awesome! I must admit for being a such crazy JB fan I don't like the song very much but the chorus is just so freckin' catchy!
Watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWSPbQwmeRI

I had a even weirder day yesterday, on top of the weird week that have passed. So it's Saturday, I have loads of things to do, begin at my Japanese presentation for this wedensday, some chinese, rehearse my lines for my theatre play and maybe even start thinking about my new speech for thursday. I end up rewriting my french presentation and learnt a new song on my guitar (Thats just the way we roll ;)! Huhu XD
I had planned to do all the schoolwork in the afternoon, but I was on the computer for a really long time, too long. Then my parents went out to some friends, my sister had chinese class and then my brother went out to play football. I was home alone and just was about to begin the preparation for my Japanese presentation.

Someone rings at the door. I see that it's a chinese woman, probably a friend of my mum. I open, yes she seeks my mother. I said she was not at home and she suggested to call my mum and I did. My dad answered,
There's a woman searching for mum outside our door!
He told me to let her in and that they were coming home as fast as they could.
OOOOOKKEEEEEJJJ. It turned out that this woman has her older son with her and I invite them in, I show them the livingroom and they sit down in the sofa. EHHHMMMM WHAT NOW?! My mind went totally blank, I went into the kitchen and washed the dishes!!! I didn't WHAT TO DO! I've never seen these people in my entire life what was I supposed to do? I didn't want to be rude, so I asked if they wanted to drink anything. They didn't..of course.
I was like running through livingroom, where they sat and went into my room. Stared out of my window wishing with all my heart that my dads car would appear. It didn't.......Panic!
I could hear them talking in this other accent of Chinese which I don't understand.

You can't possibly imagen the embarrassment (if you haven't been in the same situation). I was in my room I was so freakishly helpless I couldn't even sit down. I walked round and round in my room, trying to figure out what the hell to do! I was insanely restless I didn't know what was in or out.
For a second I thought, okej act normal. I tried to read in my Japanese book, I remembered I read some sentences but I didn't what the hell I was reading or if I just saw words! Time passes and I felt really rude, what would be the best was if I talked to them as they were waiting for my mum. I thought could I do that? WHAT the hell was I suppossed to say huh?!?! I walked out to kitchen again, passing the livingroom, AWKWARDNESS!
The thing was I didn't know what I did! My body did things that my brain hadn't control over. Panic some more in the kitchen, thought this is just not happening to me. I went into my room again, passin the livingroom I remember glancing over at the woman, she knew I was looking at her and immediately looked down on her knees. OMG I thought I'd just die right there. [to be continued, tomorrow]

Keeps getting weirder..

Guys, the week started out all weird and it's getting weirder.

So this Tuesday I decided to take the bike to school, I usually don't on Tuesday because I have P.E and that would be a little overkill XD, I don't know what made me do it but it was like some weird intuition or something. I came to school a little bit later than I usually comes on tuesdays and thought that they all ready went into the dressingroom, but they hadn't in fact was almost the whole calss stood outside the dressingrooms..waiting. 5 minutes passes....10 minutes passes. He's 5 minute's late and that's unusual he knows how mad we get if we don't get tiem to get dressed! Then we send one person to go look at the TV if it said anything about our P.E lesson being cancelled. She comes back 2 minutes after and yes it was cancelled.
Then the rest of they day went by and before my last lesson which is Speech, I remember I really felt like skipping that class, my friends were going home (they don't have that lesson) and I had to stay in school for 2 more hours! Gggrrrr! Anyway, I went...of course, and for once almost everyone came to Speech and we wait....and we wait. Our Speech teacher she is never late, so figured out that she wouldn't come. Ggggrrr again! When I went down to my locker, don't I see on the TV that my Speech teacher is absent today.

Wednesday, all wednesdays are very short and unserious Then out of nowhere they told us that it was today people were coming here to talk about jobs and stuff. (We'd filled out a form saying which jobs interessted us the most). And those little meeting/lectures was after school! I don't know what they thought of! Anyway, I chose to listen to some Journalists and some people working with marketing, advertising. It was pretty interessting though.

Today, getting off with only 2 lessons. Thursdays being the absolutely longest day turned out to be very short. Speech (yes she came back XD) but she let us go an hour earlier, which was nice. Then I had history,a te some lunch then it was heading back home. Only that I almost ran over a stupid pigeon, doesn't pigeons fly?! Not this one, it was walking on the bikeway but I thought it would fly away as I came nearer. WTF? It didn't so I had to make an emergency right turn and almost ran into a road sign. Frickin' BIRD! Just a few metres from home I got attacked by a plastic bag. It was lying on the ground and when I came by with my bike it flew up, getting stuck on my right foot, I tried to get it off and watching the road at the same time. AAAHHH get off!
There were these two old women who stood there talking, must have thought I was a freak or something...XD

And what's up with the twitching in my right eye?!

I did not do this..

Haya, you guys won't believe this even I don't believe it sometimes. I wrecked my laptop!! It is crazy!
This was some days ago but I haven't told anyone or made it official because it felt like it haven't happend if I didn't talk about it.
But I can not escape from the bitter truth, well not entierly, I didn't wreck like wrecked the whole computer. It's the CD-ROM thing, where you put in CDs and stuff, you can not open it. The putton you're supposed to push have been stuck inside its hole. I have no frickin' idea of how it happend but I suspect it happend sometime when I took it with me to school in my backpack (I haven't gotten these fancy computerbag yet) and I took the bike to school, the backpack being in the handlebar basket. I can't say that my road to school is completely plain, there are some bumpy roads, but not much!
Anyway I'm like still under denial and my dad had to call the sony VAIO support line and make them take my computer to fix it and stuff. (I think I'll cry) I hope they fix it fast, I can't forgive myself if anything goes wrong with my laptop and I JUST GOT IT! I am not the kind of person who wreck stuff och forgets stuff all over the place. I'm a neat person I am organized, this is a totally setback for me.

It was long time ago I blogged about something serious. I thought I had time to do it today but nope, I had a french book review to do. :( I'll do it soon I promise! Why don't you read some at my school's blog: http://www.latinet.se/menu/134824/sv/132368/

Just a recap of today (?). My weekend have been insanely hectic, starting and finishing a geography presentation project, which went totally crap today. I never got the time to practice what to say and soem parts I didn't know what to say. I knew I could have done a much better project with a powerpoint presentation and better prepared but I've got too little time and there's nothing else I can do. I did my best.
While presenting it, everything was a mess, I didn't know what do say and what I did say was totally incoherently (I think). My over-head pictures were all a mess, I didn't know which one to put on. Anyway it is done now, I am not proud of it but it's done.

And I haven't even mentioned my music class. First of all, we didn't have English class because the teacher is doing this onational oral test with some groups and not mine. Because of that I totally lost track of time. Me and my friends even sat in the cafeteria talking way after we were finished. I glance over at the clock and thought that I didn't start until one hour. Then suddenly my friend says (because they don't have music class);
Tffany don't you have music class .
Well yeah but I doesn't start until an hour right..
NO, english ended long time ago
WHAAAT
I ran out, threw everthing into the washer thing, ran outside to the annexe (where I have music). For a centisecond I saw black, SHIT, my music teacher was like the only teacher who didn't open the door if you came late, SHIT SHIT SHIT! Outside I almost ran over two from my music class, I was delighted to see them. I asked why they wasn't on the music, they said it was canceled and that they had waited and waited for the teacher to come but he didn't.
OMG! THANK YOU! I was so grateful, just right this day I'd be late it was cancelled I thought there had to been some higher powers helping me that day..XD

Picture of the day:

This is the book I'm doing a review of, interessted?